MalloryHartevelt said:
For example my passion and obsession was actually painting live snails in pretty colours and setting them free after of course taking a polaroid and writing a background story about it in my book.
That, if I may say so, is one of the most unique cool obsessions I've ever heard of. What a rediculously cool idea, to change nature itself as part of an artistic expression, something you then let go back into the world. Do you ever run into people who are like "man, I saw the weirdest snail today, with a rainbow shell..." and then quietly laugh to yourself knowing they saw one of your works? Well, whatever you do, let me reiterate once more, that is a rediculously cool idea.
As for me, I don't know if I would go so far as to say I've got a passion. I've never gone to the trouble of trying to get it diagnosed, but I'm relatively certain that I've got bipolar disorder, it means that I cycle through manic and depressive stages. At the start of the manic part of my cycle, I'll often get ideas for rediculously big projects and start passionately working on them. I'm a pretty good artist, I've taken lots of drawing and painting classes, so often it's an idea for a series of drawings or paintings, and I'll start working on them. Or sometimes it'll be some other random thing, like I decide to write a book, or try to shoot a movie, or try to design my own game, or learn how to cook, or become an expert in houseplants (an obsession which has left me caring for a variety of house plants), and that's just to mention a few of the various things I've pursued over the years. The one thing that lasted longer than anything else was a love of scary movies (like seriously, I have watched a rediculously huge number of scary movies). But when the manic part of the cycle ends, and the depressive part starts, I lose interest in my projects, so my whole life has been a series of projects that I started which could have become a passion, but which I never finished.