I don't want to make a big deal out of it, but I need a little help with this. It's my fault for being such an introverted person earlier in my life (through elementary school) and now I'm eating the consequences. I've been alone, and no relationship I've chased after has ever worked....
Before I do anything else, I want to ask everyone who reads this to not give me shit about how it's all my fault, I know it is. Also, I don't want anything about how it won't last, that doesn't matter to me.
Every time I see her, my chest is made of lead, my throat swells my head is filled with helium, and I can hardly ever build up the confidence to talk to her. Whenever I do talk to her, I can hardly finish a sentence; I always think I'm saying the wrong thing and lose all my thoughts. She's the only girl I would ever consider. She's the smartest one I know, and that matters a lot to me.
The situation is: She's a junior (3rd year of high school for DE BRIISH SHIDE [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFR5oI9wdow]), I'm a freshman (first year [I guess I subconsciously took my uncle's advice to go for older girls like he did. I will now hate him forever and ever :/ )]. I know she likes me as a friend, because she sometimes asks if I want to sit at her table at lunch (today, I accomplished pussying out!) and tries to introduce me to her friends, which hasn't worked so far; they look at me like I've got a poodle stapled to my face, say "Hi" awkwardly, and leave. I see her second period (of seven) and sometimes lunch. Don't talk to her that much in 2nd because we sit at different tables and aren't allowed to move, and I can't talk to her after because she always hangs out with her friends who don't like me. I could ask her for her number, but I'm afraid she might think we don't know each other well enough.
Please help, this is important to me, and try not to be too big of a smartass.
EDIT: I forgot a huge factor out of my current inability to concentrate very hard....... She currently has a boyfriend, and since I'm not a veteran dater like I'm sure some of you are, or pose as, I would like to know how long I should wait after they break up, if they ever do.
EDIT2: Have her number, she thinks I'm funny now... most people who know me do, just not anyone else.
Before I do anything else, I want to ask everyone who reads this to not give me shit about how it's all my fault, I know it is. Also, I don't want anything about how it won't last, that doesn't matter to me.
Every time I see her, my chest is made of lead, my throat swells my head is filled with helium, and I can hardly ever build up the confidence to talk to her. Whenever I do talk to her, I can hardly finish a sentence; I always think I'm saying the wrong thing and lose all my thoughts. She's the only girl I would ever consider. She's the smartest one I know, and that matters a lot to me.
The situation is: She's a junior (3rd year of high school for DE BRIISH SHIDE [http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MFR5oI9wdow]), I'm a freshman (first year [I guess I subconsciously took my uncle's advice to go for older girls like he did. I will now hate him forever and ever :/ )]. I know she likes me as a friend, because she sometimes asks if I want to sit at her table at lunch (today, I accomplished pussying out!) and tries to introduce me to her friends, which hasn't worked so far; they look at me like I've got a poodle stapled to my face, say "Hi" awkwardly, and leave. I see her second period (of seven) and sometimes lunch. Don't talk to her that much in 2nd because we sit at different tables and aren't allowed to move, and I can't talk to her after because she always hangs out with her friends who don't like me. I could ask her for her number, but I'm afraid she might think we don't know each other well enough.
Please help, this is important to me, and try not to be too big of a smartass.
EDIT: I forgot a huge factor out of my current inability to concentrate very hard....... She currently has a boyfriend, and since I'm not a veteran dater like I'm sure some of you are, or pose as, I would like to know how long I should wait after they break up, if they ever do.
EDIT2: Have her number, she thinks I'm funny now... most people who know me do, just not anyone else.
