this is almost insufferable

[Cornwallpwns]

ive ended up staying in, alone for new year. i did the same for Christmas and that didn?t bother me but for some reason im finding tonight insufferable i cant concentrate, i cant sit for more than few seconds and for some reason i feel ready to do serious damage to the next person that i see. what is it about this night that is so infuriating, is it the knowledge that everybody else is having fun, the guilt of going another year without accomplishing my goals or is it perhaps the disappointment that ive let myself become this isolated.

the question here is am i the only one who finds the turning of the year such a painful experience? and if you are also sitting in your home doing your best to quell a frankly worrying amount of rage what do you think the problem with new years eve is?

this may seem like a bit of an emo rant but im usually a fairly normal person but for some reason have woken up today with an as yet unknown feeling of fury and am wondering if i am alone in finding this day so....

 

[Cpt_Oblivious]

Go find some people to hang out with then.

 

[Nepeccel]

Get some friends

 

[Jedoro]

Might I suggest the deaths of millions of pixels?

 

[Aggressor and Usurper]

Cheer up or get drunk, mate. Or call a friend/s.

 

[Hiphophippo]

I suspect I'll be waking up in the middle of the night to feed my daughter. Sure, it's tiring work but it's a purpose.

No fury here.

 

[Liberaliterr]

Get some friends then, don't sit at home and cry about it. jesus christ.

 

[dsmops2003]

Beat your dick like it owed you money.

 

[JohnnySex]

Go out and burn something down

 

[Zykon TheLich]

As people have said, find some people and go and do something...also, I see from your profile you're 16, so feeling left out is probably a pretty big thing for you. I felt pretty much the same a few years younger than you so I started partying a lot so as not to get left out (Oh noes!, somebody somewhere might be having more fun than me!), started doing it way too much, and now I'm 31, sitting in with my methadone prescription and all my other junkie mates because nothing else is any fun anymore and all that partying crap is a bit passe. Is that what you want to happen to you? Is it?! IS IIIT?!
No, probably not, go out and have some fun, but don't overdo it, you have plenty of time to enjoy yourself and make friends.

PS. AAARR KERNOW FTW!!!

 

[Distorted Stu]

Im sitting here at home, going out later 9to places im not really excited about). Im not so much pissed outt about being stuck in or my goals throughout the year. Im pissed off that i feel lonely for some strange reason. Everyone i know has a date or a girlfriend of some sort and i dont. Also the girl i liek is gettin with some lad so its just bugging me. But its just today that its bugging me. FUCK YOU NEW YEAR!

 

[Beartrucci]

Beat your dick like it owed you money.

You made me laugh out loud with that one. Good job

I was bit annoyed that I couldn't go to some New Years Eve party with friends and stuff but hanging out at my families house was pretty damn funny, like the part where I filmed my Dad dancing to some techno with a glow stick on his head.