The day my wife first said she loved me.
Up until then I was an uncaring empty shell. Then, finally, someone cared. Which made me care. Which broke my brain. I suffered a mental breakdown, as emotions i had never known flooded my mind. Then over time i rebuilt myself into me 2.0. Over time i developed a higher level of social skills, and higher level of thought achievement as well. My capacity for learning has increased expotentially, and chose social interaction and physical study for the first few years. Lately my mind has craved language as a topic for study, but i worry, how will my thoughts work. If i learn Japanese will i lose who i am in my own mind, thinking thoughts in Japanese instead of English, so used to thinking in my own voice in English for 31 years ? Will it change how i percieve things ? or will it just be a skill i can call on ?
So that is where i am today. I now work a job were i interact with people on a daily basis, where i am valued for my personality and ability to talk to any one about any thing. Wether is just be about the weather, or as complex as personal advice on emotional matters. I am considering writting a story, and hopefully for once actually finishing it. The story set around if i had of joined the army 13 years ago as i had intended.