This evening I have been crying for about an hour. I have had an epiphany. I have realised that if I died today, only 3 people would miss me. My parents, and my girlfriend. I have very few friends and the ones I do have I barely see. I have accidentally pushed them away. I can't handle life. I can't handle money. I can't even get a job. And yet, despite all this, I still feel happy. I still feel at home.
All because of this website. It keeps me smiling. I come on the forums and feel part of a community, I watch the videos and grin to myself, I read the news stories and feel normal. I love this website, and everyone on it. I don't know a thing about any of you, and yet you're all the nicest people I've ever met.
So thank you. Thank you so much. I just wanted to share how I felt.
All because of this website. It keeps me smiling. I come on the forums and feel part of a community, I watch the videos and grin to myself, I read the news stories and feel normal. I love this website, and everyone on it. I don't know a thing about any of you, and yet you're all the nicest people I've ever met.
So thank you. Thank you so much. I just wanted to share how I felt.