Not really but i've learnt to deal with and distract myself. I have a few reasons but life in general is kind of crap. But i'll just keep distracting myself and hopfully die young and happyish.
Are you happy?
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Happy? Why yes, but I tend to get really frustrated and annoyed by certain things in life. And it never has to do with me personally. Must of the time, it's political issues and things very few people care about in the first place. 
Perhaps because you're being dominated by your green, psychopathic boyfriend?Sleekgiant said:
Yeah im not happy havent been in a long time been single for over 4 years and have next to no friends but i have my own house i live in freedom and yet i still feel im missing something from my life and it can kinda start to kill you inside after to many years
If I'm honest, no. I'm crippilingly lonely, and there seems to be little I can do about it. I also have a long summer holiday with not an amazing amount of money to keep me sane. And then I'm going to uni, a future which I dread as much as I need to go through with it. I have no choice in whether I do it or not, I need uni for my future goals, but I am terrified of it alll the same, not a nice position to be in. At least I have my plan. As long as I have that, my life at least has some sort of purpose.
There is one thing that I believe helps. I've been watching alot of doctor who recently, and I've found at least some solace in mimmicking the doctor's general amazement at otherwise trivial things. Take the Internet for example. Imagine the internet in real life; every thread in a forum is a building big enough to hold every user who ever posted in it, and the street outside being wide enough to accommodate every person who ever viewed the thread. Imagine how massive a city of the escapist alone would be, and then how big a planet that could accommodate every other forum along with the massive play.com, amazon, so on shopping malls, and a cinema big enough to show every video on YouTube at the same time, along with every other site on the Internet. When you think of it that way, the internet's a truly amazing thing, propably in those terms many times more vast than the real planet earth.
There is one thing that I believe helps. I've been watching alot of doctor who recently, and I've found at least some solace in mimmicking the doctor's general amazement at otherwise trivial things. Take the Internet for example. Imagine the internet in real life; every thread in a forum is a building big enough to hold every user who ever posted in it, and the street outside being wide enough to accommodate every person who ever viewed the thread. Imagine how massive a city of the escapist alone would be, and then how big a planet that could accommodate every other forum along with the massive play.com, amazon, so on shopping malls, and a cinema big enough to show every video on YouTube at the same time, along with every other site on the Internet. When you think of it that way, the internet's a truly amazing thing, propably in those terms many times more vast than the real planet earth.
A bit sick, and that bothers me, but the great book I bought a couple of days ago and the Peanut Buttercups I bought today make up for it.
Believe me i know the pain that entails but dont worry people will always come to your aid be it a friend or a stranger on the interblag's so *BIG HUGS* things will get better for you i promiseHiikuro said:
I'm satisfied I guess. Somewhat stressed because of exams and getting into uni, but overall, satisfied I guess. Happy is a strong word that wouldn't describe how I generally/ever feel.
At this very moment in time, I am extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeemely happy, and I have no idea why!
It's like someone managed to inject pure happiness into my veins!
Someone explain before my brain implodes from happiness overdose!
It's like someone managed to inject pure happiness into my veins!
Someone explain before my brain implodes from happiness overdose!
If by happy you mean fucking boiling and sweating the Atlantic ocean out my body then yes, i am very happy! (for anyone who doesn't know, the North East of England currently has a heatwave...something us Brits are NOT used to ._.)
Anyway, yes i am happy, could be happier, but i aint exactly depressed
Anyway, yes i am happy, could be happier, but i aint exactly depressed
Happy, I just had a great weekend.
Friday: Midsommar,eating lots of cake + freemans mind 37 and Meet the medic
Saturday: eating some more cake and playing tf2
Sunday: Eating icecream and having a hamburger to dinner
today: waitning for RvB
Oh yeah, I forgot
No school in like two months! Wooo!
Friday: Midsommar,eating lots of cake + freemans mind 37 and Meet the medic
Saturday: eating some more cake and playing tf2
Sunday: Eating icecream and having a hamburger to dinner
today: waitning for RvB
Oh yeah, I forgot
No school in like two months! Wooo!
Nope.
With the exception of occasional transient feelings of reasonable well-being, I don't think that I can pinpoint the last time I would have described myself as genuinely happy.
I suppose things might have been different before I had a serious breakdown about 15 years ago, but I no longer have functional memory of that time so who knows?
But nope, I pretty much move between unhappy and numb with no improvement.
With the exception of occasional transient feelings of reasonable well-being, I don't think that I can pinpoint the last time I would have described myself as genuinely happy.
I suppose things might have been different before I had a serious breakdown about 15 years ago, but I no longer have functional memory of that time so who knows?
But nope, I pretty much move between unhappy and numb with no improvement.
That could end very badly. Say...Fallout?PUR3_GAM3R33 said:
OT: I am fairly content with my life. I just moved back from Shanghai to my hometown and started off hating it. But I quickly made some friends and I'm only a teenager so I really have nothing to complain about.