I'm currently very far in debt due to necessary purchases made on credit when my previous employment was forced to close down, losing me the best job I've ever had. My current job is a piece of shit and full of so much drama I can't even stand it (but secretly love it). Along with that last job, I lost about a dozen friends who haven't shown any interest in really keeping in touch. One of my two very best friends recently revealed she is on heroin, and now she doesn't want to see me because she has track marks all over her hands and feels like she isn't good enough to be my friend despite my protests and offers for help. I'm literally down to only the one friend at the moment. My romantic life has been pretty shit as well, because I'm so cynical. I finally managed to find a girl I liked (the first in like a goddamn year) and I kind of fucked it up, also losing a potential good friend (we had so much in common it was retarded). That hasn't gotten me down in the way where I actually feel sad about HER in particular, but I feel really sad about the fact I am so picky and it might be ANOTHER year before I can find a girl I can stand to be around. I've lost a lot of weight in the last six months, and I'm proud of that. I went down from 210 to 190 (which for my body type means I'm no longer overweight, yay), but my face still looks fat, meaning my slimmer body goes relatively unnoticed. My family is all either dying, dead, diabetic, or loves God more than they love me. My estranged father wants to get in touch with me and it's starting to border on harassment. I have very good reason to not want to ever see him again. I'm in school, but I have your typical college student woes of, "What do I want to DO with my life?" which has lead to a decrease in performance in class.
So recap:
Friends: One.
Romance: None.
Family: Done.
Finance: In debt.
Self-image: Shit.
School: Pfft.
No, I guess you couldn't say I'm all that happy right now.