I get very ranty when I want to, and refuse to back down in arguments, which ends up with me arguing over stupid things and saying stupid things and making me appear the 'bad guy'. I like ranting and arguing most of the time, but I hate it when I've got to the point where the other person is meatheaded/obnoxious/correct and I have to start using weaker evidence because I've exhausted all my good points. I cannot do that thing where people say "well, we can agree to disagree" or even cut the argument off and walk away smugly, because I have to WIN! I AM NOT HAPPY UNTIL THE ARGUMENT IS FINISHED
I have also found that when I'm in a large group of friends and I feel the need to say something funny, I'll just panic and say something violent. It's given me the reputation for "Grinning Maniac", which I like, but I hate it when I'm trying to be witty and I panic and say something really...violent. Not crass, or low-brow, just shocking.
I also bear grudges. Big time. If I have a minor disagreement with a friend or someone, I will be fuming inside with that person until we next meet, by which point I've conjoured up a million comebacks and putdowns for any occasion. By that point, they've gotten over it, and I feel like a right prat if I reinstigate the argument.
ALSO, I remember embarrising moments WAY too well, and I often think of them and it makes me cringe
I have also found that when I'm in a large group of friends and I feel the need to say something funny, I'll just panic and say something violent. It's given me the reputation for "Grinning Maniac", which I like, but I hate it when I'm trying to be witty and I panic and say something really...violent. Not crass, or low-brow, just shocking.
I also bear grudges. Big time. If I have a minor disagreement with a friend or someone, I will be fuming inside with that person until we next meet, by which point I've conjoured up a million comebacks and putdowns for any occasion. By that point, they've gotten over it, and I feel like a right prat if I reinstigate the argument.
ALSO, I remember embarrising moments WAY too well, and I often think of them and it makes me cringe