icyneesan said:
Pegghead said:
If it's a moral "What the hell am I doing?" probably after I'd killed my thousandth innocent civillian in San Andreas.
Why the hell are you stopping to think about it? Kill another thousand
I think it was probably due to the fact at the games release I had just moved to a different school at the start of year 4 going from being constantly bullied, mostly by people who claimed to be my friends, to having absolutely no friends (and alot of stuck up jerks who were mean to newcomers) and an asshole of a teacher who took every opportunity to make me extremely embarassed and ashamed in front of the entire class. So I took out my feelings of loneliness and misery on the helpless little civillians every single afternoon for a few solid hours until the fact finally hit me, my life is a combination of continual misery for six hours each day followed by endlessly pumping hours into one game to seal myself off from that world and indeed my life at home (which again wasn't peaches and cream due to the stresses of an older sister starting high school meaning that most attention was on her due to the dramatic change thereby meaning I was basically punished for the things I did as a result of all the things that were upon me like crying most afternoons and being barely able to sleep and, when being able to at all, needing to be near someone so I wouldn't be alone even more in a dark room). So with that realization I simply thought to myself "What the hell am I doing?", and you know what, I shut off the game, I found a way to deal with the teacher, I found a way to deal with the bullies, I made one of the greatest friends I've ever known (and thankfully still know and see regularly) and I stopped doing the things I did as a result...GTA: SA, life changer.
Or maybe it's just because I have an incredibly hard time doing anything even slightly bad in videogames, whatever floats your boat (Or hippopotamus ;p).