"Then again, if you care about us so little you're fine with letting us face what may very well be our deaths without you, then you're free to go. I suppose I thought more highly of you than the kind of person to leave their friends to die while she goes home nice and safe."
Rias used her power to pull a rock over putting it right behind Ivaan, then repositioned her self in-front of him "First of all, Sit, and stay off that leg while you can, secondly, do not even start that 'moral black mail' crap with me. The general that sent us out here, with the exception of William, picked all of us at random off the street, for a suicide mission, let that sink in for a moment. Then let this sink in, what motivation should I have to follow an order given by the general of a country that has effectively dis-owned me for 'the crime' of being born, and then there's this" pointing to the city more then anything else "This is not my first time dealing with idiots like this, it only intolerable now because we're here to help these people and they treat us like the whole thing is our fault, and the next two stops are country's that actively dislike people like us, which adds the question of 'why should I care what happens to some one who hates me for being born a certain way', that's not even factoring in the disrespect William him self handed handed me, after all, if the leader of the group doesn't trust my judgement, or even pause for a moment to find the motivation for my actions, and through his own effectively call me 'worthless' why should I continue to follow this person" as Rias went on her tone became increasingly angry, she paused and took a few deep breaths to calm her self a bit, it wasn't Ivaan's fault after all
"It's nothing against you, or Claire, or Bom, or Reetch or Karen, I have had doubts about weather or not I should even be here for a LONG time. I'm not a solider, nor a Noble bound by duty to they're country, like William or Claire, nor am I here 'cause 'it's where the party is' like Karen, or because it's the 'right thing to do', like you and Reetch. I don't know why I'm here, putting my life on the line for country's that ether actively hate me or have abandoned me, and if you have no reason to fight, you shouldn't be fighting at all"