Apparently the magic of this so-called Shroud wasn't all that precise, or rather, Selena's memory wasn't quite as clear as it needed to be. As a result of some quirky miscalculation, she found herself stumbling around in a broom closet upon exiting the dark gate. She made a rather large racket as she struggled to brace herself against the door and stumbled once more when she turned the doorknob. After taking a moment to gather herself she noticed she was in the upstairs hallway of the brothel.
Well, it sort of worked I guess.
Though no one had seen her, they no doubt heard her. It wasn't before long that she heard the heavy footfalls of someone making their way up the stairs. She started towards them, spotting Demeter as he turned the corner before he saw her, "Demeter!" He looked furious.
"Where the FUCK have you been, Selena!? Do you know---"
"Demeter!" She interrupted him as she threw herself down the hall at him. "Are you okay?!"
"I--what!?" He was taken aback. "Are you fuckin' drunk again, or..."
"No!" She fell into his reluctant embrace and shook her head, "No, I'm not I', just worried."
"What the fuck's gotten into you girl?! Where the fuck have you been?!" He looked more confused than angry now.
She withdrew her head and met his gaze, "Look, this is going to sound crazy, but I think... I know something terrible, Demeter. I-I'm so sorry, I don't know how to say it. I---"
Demeter shook her violently, "Say what?! Make sense, for fuck's sake!"
She braced herself against his shoulder to orient herself and continued, "I--you, you're going to die, Demeter."
"What the fuck are you on about!?" Now he was mad. "What are you trying to say to me?!"
"You... you're sick, Demeter. I-I don't think you have long, I can't say---"
Demeter grabbed her by the jaw and pulled her in close, "I don't fuckin' like this game your playin', Selena. The fuck are you on about, huh?! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ABOUT!? YOU TRYIN' TO HIDE SOMETHING!?"
"What?!" Fear gripped Selena as she pulled away from him. "N-no! No! I, I was... I am just worried about you! Someone told me you were sick and---"
"WHO!?" He grabbed her by the shoulders.
She looked away from him and began shivering, "I-I-I don't... I can't say, I---" Selena's words died in her throat as Demeter delivered a swift slap across her face. She dropped her her knees holding her cheek, trying to hold back the tears. "Demeter, listen to me, I---"
Another backhand and she was lying on her elbow, "NO! Enough of your bullshit, Selena! I thought you were smarter than this!" He knelt down and grabbed her by the hair before pulling her in close. "You could have told me the truth, you know. You could have said how me bashin' in that stupid fuck's brains had made you too sad to work. I mean, yeah, I'd have probably smack the shit out of you for that but when you lie to me like this? Fuck Selena, what are you thinking."
The young prostitute was crying now, "I-I-I'm sorry Demeter, I am telling you the truth! I don't want you to d---" He threw her head down to the ground.
"I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP!" He hit her again as she lay on the ground before picking her up by the hair once more and dragging her to her feet.
"P-p-please stop, I-I--" Her voice was subdued when he wrapped his hand around her throat and threw her up against the wall.
"YOU DO NOT LIE TO ME, *****!" He growled through his teeth. By this point a few other whores had gathered in the hall and were watching from afar. "GET BACK TO WORK!" They scurried away like scared mice.
Selena pleaded as best she could but her voice was weak, "D-demter, I-I-I am worried a-about you---"
"SHUT UP! I SAID, SHUT UP!" He tightened his grip around her neck. She was starting to get lightheaded. "NO MORE BULLSHIT! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME!"
Her consciousness fading quickly, Selena nodded. He snarled and released her. Clutching her throat with one hand, she held herself up with the other as she curled over her knees. He could have killed her if he hadn't let her go. He towered over her, scowling as she caught her breath, "I'm sorry, Demeter... it won't happen again." She croaked.
"Good." He said before turning around and leaving her alone in the hall.
Selena dragged herself up to the wall and leaned her back against it. After a long period of silence she began bawling into her palms. He knew. He knew he was dying. The way he had lashed out at her... he was weak. He couldn't accept it. he couldn't accept his fate.
It took her a long while to cry out the pain of her injuries and her heart, but eventually she pulled herself to her feet and started for 'home'. None of the others had asked if she was okay. Some of them didn't care, of course, but most of them were just afraid. They'd prefer not to think of what had happened at all. They knew it could have easily been them, after all.
When she arrived at her hovel of a home she was greeted by an overwhelming stench of blood. It had completely soaked through the floorboard. Unfortunate.
Ignoring it, Selena crawled into bed and curled up into a ball under her filthy comforter. She was scared, hurting and above all else, utterly alone. She didn't want to be like Demeter or the other girls. She wanted to be brave. She didn't want to have to lie to herself. She didn't want to have to pretend certain things weren't there when they obviously were.
She didn't want to be a coward.
Did she really possess the strength Ezrah claimed she had within her? She wasn't sure. What she did know, however, was that the truth of the world was there if she reached out for it. All she had to do was work up the courage to grab hold of it. To take the ugliness into herself, no matter how painful it turned out to be.
She had one day.
Well, it sort of worked I guess.
Though no one had seen her, they no doubt heard her. It wasn't before long that she heard the heavy footfalls of someone making their way up the stairs. She started towards them, spotting Demeter as he turned the corner before he saw her, "Demeter!" He looked furious.
"Where the FUCK have you been, Selena!? Do you know---"
"Demeter!" She interrupted him as she threw herself down the hall at him. "Are you okay?!"
"I--what!?" He was taken aback. "Are you fuckin' drunk again, or..."
"No!" She fell into his reluctant embrace and shook her head, "No, I'm not I', just worried."
"What the fuck's gotten into you girl?! Where the fuck have you been?!" He looked more confused than angry now.
She withdrew her head and met his gaze, "Look, this is going to sound crazy, but I think... I know something terrible, Demeter. I-I'm so sorry, I don't know how to say it. I---"
Demeter shook her violently, "Say what?! Make sense, for fuck's sake!"
She braced herself against his shoulder to orient herself and continued, "I--you, you're going to die, Demeter."
"What the fuck are you on about!?" Now he was mad. "What are you trying to say to me?!"
"You... you're sick, Demeter. I-I don't think you have long, I can't say---"
Demeter grabbed her by the jaw and pulled her in close, "I don't fuckin' like this game your playin', Selena. The fuck are you on about, huh?! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ABOUT!? YOU TRYIN' TO HIDE SOMETHING!?"
"What?!" Fear gripped Selena as she pulled away from him. "N-no! No! I, I was... I am just worried about you! Someone told me you were sick and---"
"WHO!?" He grabbed her by the shoulders.
She looked away from him and began shivering, "I-I-I don't... I can't say, I---" Selena's words died in her throat as Demeter delivered a swift slap across her face. She dropped her her knees holding her cheek, trying to hold back the tears. "Demeter, listen to me, I---"
Another backhand and she was lying on her elbow, "NO! Enough of your bullshit, Selena! I thought you were smarter than this!" He knelt down and grabbed her by the hair before pulling her in close. "You could have told me the truth, you know. You could have said how me bashin' in that stupid fuck's brains had made you too sad to work. I mean, yeah, I'd have probably smack the shit out of you for that but when you lie to me like this? Fuck Selena, what are you thinking."
The young prostitute was crying now, "I-I-I'm sorry Demeter, I am telling you the truth! I don't want you to d---" He threw her head down to the ground.
"I SAID SHUT THE FUCK UP!" He hit her again as she lay on the ground before picking her up by the hair once more and dragging her to her feet.
"P-p-please stop, I-I--" Her voice was subdued when he wrapped his hand around her throat and threw her up against the wall.
"YOU DO NOT LIE TO ME, *****!" He growled through his teeth. By this point a few other whores had gathered in the hall and were watching from afar. "GET BACK TO WORK!" They scurried away like scared mice.
Selena pleaded as best she could but her voice was weak, "D-demter, I-I-I am worried a-about you---"
"SHUT UP! I SAID, SHUT UP!" He tightened his grip around her neck. She was starting to get lightheaded. "NO MORE BULLSHIT! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME!"
Her consciousness fading quickly, Selena nodded. He snarled and released her. Clutching her throat with one hand, she held herself up with the other as she curled over her knees. He could have killed her if he hadn't let her go. He towered over her, scowling as she caught her breath, "I'm sorry, Demeter... it won't happen again." She croaked.
"Good." He said before turning around and leaving her alone in the hall.
Selena dragged herself up to the wall and leaned her back against it. After a long period of silence she began bawling into her palms. He knew. He knew he was dying. The way he had lashed out at her... he was weak. He couldn't accept it. he couldn't accept his fate.
It took her a long while to cry out the pain of her injuries and her heart, but eventually she pulled herself to her feet and started for 'home'. None of the others had asked if she was okay. Some of them didn't care, of course, but most of them were just afraid. They'd prefer not to think of what had happened at all. They knew it could have easily been them, after all.
When she arrived at her hovel of a home she was greeted by an overwhelming stench of blood. It had completely soaked through the floorboard. Unfortunate.
Ignoring it, Selena crawled into bed and curled up into a ball under her filthy comforter. She was scared, hurting and above all else, utterly alone. She didn't want to be like Demeter or the other girls. She wanted to be brave. She didn't want to have to lie to herself. She didn't want to have to pretend certain things weren't there when they obviously were.
She didn't want to be a coward.
Did she really possess the strength Ezrah claimed she had within her? She wasn't sure. What she did know, however, was that the truth of the world was there if she reached out for it. All she had to do was work up the courage to grab hold of it. To take the ugliness into herself, no matter how painful it turned out to be.
She had one day.