Today...is a very depressing day. I did a french exam/essay last week. Thing is, I'm always stressed with 400 words essay. I can't come up with some clear ideas. That, and university teachers are known for being harsh on grammar and syntax errors.
The thing is that I have a very bad feeling about this. I'm feeling that things will turn wrong. My last week essay didn't go so well in my perspective. This essay determines if I'm going to get kicked out of university. I've been stressed since then. I can't shake the feeling that something is going to go wrong. I've always been the "look on the brightside" guy. I just don't feel that way today.
I took a relaxing weekend. I played a few sports with some friends. I had a long walk for a period of four hours. I bought some beer and drank a few. Finished 3 projects. I almost finished a joke-review for you guys.
In short, I tried everything to cheer me up. Somehow, it doesn't seem to work. I can't manage to get some sleep. Somehow, my need for tobacco has gone to "non-existant" to " I could sure use a Romeo & Juliette right now". To top it all, I have huge headaches.
I've been living alone for a year now. My family is not next to me to say "everything will be alright". It's midnight here. Therefore, all my friends are asleep. I don't have a girl around to wrap me in her arms and say "no matter what, I'll love you".
Right now, I'm just looking to prepare myself for the worst. However, I can't seem to do it on my own... I'm turning myself to you guys. I've been here for two years now. When ever I had the chance to help, I did everything that I could do. Today, it's the contrary. I need your help. I need some words that will tell things that I need to know... It's can be "everything will be alright or "You're just over-reacting". I just need to hear something...
Please...help me.
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The thing is that I have a very bad feeling about this. I'm feeling that things will turn wrong. My last week essay didn't go so well in my perspective. This essay determines if I'm going to get kicked out of university. I've been stressed since then. I can't shake the feeling that something is going to go wrong. I've always been the "look on the brightside" guy. I just don't feel that way today.
I took a relaxing weekend. I played a few sports with some friends. I had a long walk for a period of four hours. I bought some beer and drank a few. Finished 3 projects. I almost finished a joke-review for you guys.
In short, I tried everything to cheer me up. Somehow, it doesn't seem to work. I can't manage to get some sleep. Somehow, my need for tobacco has gone to "non-existant" to " I could sure use a Romeo & Juliette right now". To top it all, I have huge headaches.
I've been living alone for a year now. My family is not next to me to say "everything will be alright". It's midnight here. Therefore, all my friends are asleep. I don't have a girl around to wrap me in her arms and say "no matter what, I'll love you".
Right now, I'm just looking to prepare myself for the worst. However, I can't seem to do it on my own... I'm turning myself to you guys. I've been here for two years now. When ever I had the chance to help, I did everything that I could do. Today, it's the contrary. I need your help. I need some words that will tell things that I need to know... It's can be "everything will be alright or "You're just over-reacting". I just need to hear something...
Please...help me.
Note* Check further posts to know the current situation.