Depression....

[kurupt87]

You're sick fella.

Just because it's in your bonce and isn't an arm hanging off doesn't make it any less serious. Seeing a head shrinker isn't a cop out, so go and bloody do it.

 

[TheDrunkNinja]

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Just needed to add something:

After reading your story, a lot of us have been telling you that seeing a psychiatrist would help. I realize it probably seems a little disheartening to have tried your best to convey your feelings to strangers after listening to Chris's suggestion about sharing with the forum community, only to have a lot of people tell you to talk to someone else instead of us.

Please know that this isn't because we don't want to hear what you have to say. It took a lot of guts to open up about yourself and how unhappy you are with your life, even if it is to complete strangers. What I and many other people are saying when we ask you to seek professional help is that we hear your pain, and we honestly want you to see your life become something worth living. I don't want to speak for everyone here, but I know that the only thing I can do to help you is listen to your story. And because that is all the help I can offer, I know that a true professional like a psychiatrist can offer you so much more than almost any of us here.

We want to see you feel better about yourself, dude. Please look for the help and make the call.