its funny..I chose destruction..at first I limped towards synthasis..and I took and turn to the rightEvan Halfmann said:Yep that's the moment for me when my stomach turned upside down. Also, if I recall correctly, one of the first things Shepard says to Anderson when he ends up in the room with the bodies is "I feel like death" or something similar to that. It's very morbid the way he says it. Indoctrination theory did help me as well but unfortunately for me, I chose to control..
my logic being "what?...no....no...NO!..fuck you! reaper starchild!....fuck all of this! Im not dying!"
and then when the ending ensured I was like "oh fuck oh fuck oh fcuk oh fuck oh fuck! Ive killed the normady! Ive killed joker! Ive killed EDI! WHAT HAVE I DONE?!"
but then when I found out they were all essentially the same I felt better