I was raised in one of the more sedate, dignified Protestant sects. I became skeptical early on, but maintained my beliefs until somewhere around age 23. These days I'm an atheist, but I'm civil about it. I remember my faith helping me through difficult times, and I remember how nice it was to believe there would be something beyond death. I'm not an "evangelical" atheist and frown upon those who are, just as I frown upon all ignorant and ill-mannered manifestations of religion (and atheism is a religion by any scholarly definition of the term, unfortunately). I would very much like for there to be a kind and benevolent God out there but I believe there isn't.