Do you feel alone?

[Lord George]

I'm alone trying to damn well revise for an exam on Monday. Arghaa the phones ringing again. I'm off to shout at my mobile for a bit now.

 

[Ziadaine_v1legacy]

Well besides the imense lack of sex and stuck home for 7 months now STILL job hunting (Freaking Nightmare just to find a place) It does get boring but then I have my puppy to entertain me with the sheer retardedness he produces: Like running into the glass window-doors all the time or trying to attack his mirror....

 

[Cowabungaa]

I'm alone in a different way. I can be surrounded by people, but none of them can ever really get close.
I just won't allow it.

I know that, but it's not by my own choice, it's like an automated defence system. I don't like it.

That said, yes I feel terribly alone. I do not feel loved in any sense of the word (yesterday dad went honest on my, saying how much I screw up the family and how he contempts and despises me more then any other person, mum agreed), I do not feel needed by anyone (I'm constantly the 5th wheel everywhere, I can't help anyone I care about) and I feel failed (that's what I'm constantly being told: I've screwed up my life) as a human.
On top of that I've recently fallen in love for the first time ever with a girl who keeps supporting me, but at the same time I know that I'll be with her (not because of me this time, well partially perhaps, just circumstances and her...history). I have few friends, if any, in real life.
I also feel isolated with no chance of escaping my current situation (I can't move on my own because I lack the funds, I can't stay at home because I'm awfull and even if I can gather the funds and monthly expenses I won't have any money or time to work for a better future).
Worst is, if I try to talk about it with someone I'm not even taken seriously, like it's all nothing. Sure as hell doesn't feel like it.

 

[Zac_Dai]

I'm lucky to have some very special people in my life, so even though at times I've felt very down I've never felt alone.

When you have people like that you feel very wealthy in life.

But no one should feel alone in this world, we are social creatures after all.

 

[Plauged1]

I'm alone in a different way. I can be surrounded by people, but none of them can ever really get close.
I just won't allow it.

I know that, but it's not by my own choice, it's like an automated defence system. I don't like it.

That said, yes I feel terribly alone. I do not feel loved in any sense of the word (yesterday dad went honest on my, saying how much I screw up the family and how he contempts and despises me more then any other person, mum agreed), I do not feel needed by anyone (I'm constantly the 5th wheel everywhere, I can't help anyone I care about) and I feel failed (that's what I'm constantly being told: I've screwed up my life) as a human.
On top of that I've recently fallen in love for the first time ever with a girl who keeps supporting me, but at the same time I know that I'll be with her (not because of me this time, well partially perhaps, just circumstances and her...history). I have few friends, if any, in real life.
I also feel isolated with no chance of escaping my current situation (I can't move on my own because I lack the funds, I can't stay at home because I'm awfull and even if I can gather the funds and monthly expenses I won't have any money or time to work for a better future).
Worst is, if I try to talk about it with someone I'm not even taken seriously, like it's all nothing. Sure as hell doesn't feel like it.

I feel that way too. Then I remember that my life is somehow tied with someone elses and that no matter how bad I fuck up, cruel fate and irony will force me to deal with shit.

 

[Doug]

On occasion, but I know im not really. Its all the voice inside your head trying to put you down.

Never listen to it!

Go outside for a walk or something, get some fresh air, some exercise. You will feel much better for it.

Try that.

Tried, works for alittle while, then it comes back. As for not listening to it, how?

 

[Plauged1]

This is somewhat true for you. you don't count me because I AM SO DAMN ANNOYING. Yep, I even annoy myself.=/

I don't really feel alone, but it is probably best I be alone.

I'm alone in a different way. I can be surrounded by people, but none of them can ever really get close.
I just won't allow it.

I get how that feels. I can't help but imagine you when we are in the same thread: "Ah, hell, that annoying bastard. leave, ignore- *Quoted* Ah,fuck! Witty response...and,ditch." I know that I annoy people, but hey, it is REALLY FUN!

 

[darksaiyan]

I feel kinda alone now, since my girlfriend and I have broken up recently. But I usually don't, I almost crave for some alone time most of the time.

 

[Plauged1]

On occasion, but I know im not really. Its all the voice inside your head trying to put you down.

Never listen to it!

Go outside for a walk or something, get some fresh air, some exercise. You will feel much better for it.

Try that.

Tried, works for alittle while, then it comes back. As for not listening to it, how?

Just use your imagination. Like: that voice is someone you really hate, then picture yourself beating the shit out of them until it shuts up.

 

[Cowabungaa]

This is why I elect to be dead inside - being told how much I'm hated doesn't matter, because I don't care about who it's coming from.

That worked for me too, untill that girl showed up and defrosted me. Now the lonelyness hurts.

I feel that way too. Then I remember that my life is somehow tied with someone elses and that no matter how bad I fuck up, cruel fate and irony will force me to deal with shit.

Untill you're worn out, that is.

 

[EeveeElectro]

Since this is the internet, we all somewhat remain anonymous from what we all say, but what I want everyone to say now, is whether or not you feel like you have anyone on your side. I mean dig deep and ask yourself, do you feel abandoned, hurt, or abused? I ask this because I feel alone...

*hugs*

You'll never walk alone.

Okay, enough singing football anthems. Most of the time, I know I'll always have someone there for me, like my boyfriend. But I have 2 groups of friends. The first I've been close friends with since I started secondary school, but lately we've been drifting apart. And I feel alone when I'm with them, because they'd ditch me in a heartbeat.
The second group I've also known since I started, but I've become a lot closer to them recently, and I know they'd never leave me.

 

[Cowabungaa]

This is why I elect to be dead inside - being told how much I'm hated doesn't matter, because I don't care about who it's coming from.

That worked for me too, untill that girl showed up and defrosted me. Now the lonelyness hurts.

I had that same problem, actually.
Girls.
Bleh.

I dunno, she's...special. I really feel 'connected' (no you perverts!) to her. She's the first person (in real life, that is) that seems to get me, still has her own shit (that history) and she still supports me (odd thing is though, she doesn't call it support, she says that what she says isn't the thing that's making me feel better, while it is, as if she's afraid of something). She seems to look beyond my outer shell of misery. Plus she's actually interested in what I like. Well not everything, but she's not opposed to gaming and offered to get together sometimes so I can show her some stuff (she almost started to drool when I described Oblivion to her, she digs stuff like Gears of War as well). She's simply wonderfull, and I've fallen in love with her. And now I'm in pain. Woopy-de-doo...

 

[traceur_]

sometimes, I live in a rural area and can't really go anywhere so the only human contact I get is at school, but meh, I like the internet and I know that every escapist loves me and I love them.

 

[Cowabungaa]

I dunno, she's...special. I really feel 'connected' (no you perverts!) to her. She's the first person (in real life, that is) that seems to get me, still has her own shit (that history) and she still supports me (odd thing is though, she doesn't call it support, she says that what she says isn't the thing that's making me feel better, while it is, as if she's afraid of something). She seems to look beyond my outer shell of misery. Plus she's actually interested in what I like. Well not everything, but she's not opposed to gaming and offered to get together sometimes so I can show her some stuff (she almost started to drool when I described Oblivion to her, she digs stuff like Gears of War as well). She's simply wonderfull, and I've fallen in love with her. And now I'm in pain. Woopy-de-doo...

Like I said, I have/had a similar situation.

I met the perfect lady! She loved all the same things I did, had the same sense of humor, we got along really well, and I let her get to know me.
But while it's great having a best friend, being in love sucks.
And I constantly feel paranoid that I'm going to get fucked over.

Not worth it.

Understandable, she's in a similair situation. That's why I think I'll never be with her, she's been fucked over once, and it was her first time (no not...that). Hopefully I'll win her heart. O look at that, I typed the word "hope", gee it seems that finally having Super Smash Bros Melee again after 2 years really helps.