Yeah I?m dyslexic; at least it?s what they tell me. I think part of the trouble is a lot of different problems fit within Dyslexia; my dyslexia might be very different from someone else. I think it does exist though, and not just because I have it. In fact I would be more inclined to say I have a rather bad short term memory and a difficulty with ordering my thoughts. I?m not even going to say how long it will take me to make this post. Some of it will be figuring out what to say and how to say it, the other bit will be going through it trying to catch as many mistakes as I can and figuring out how to fix the mistakes the computer picks up that I don?t. Yes I have bad spelling and grammar, it?s not through lack of trying, I do try. Part of the problem is I can only really concentrate on spelling and grammar or what I?m trying to say separately. Also, I don?t know if you may call this an excuse or not but let?s face it, English spelling as a tricky mistress, and to add to my confutation spell checkers are sometimes set to American English rather than British English.
There are many other characteristics given to dyslexia that I don?t have, I don?t have much problem with numbers and I don?t often switch around letters/numbers. Apparently for some people the switching doesn?t just happen with letter but with general shapes, they can?t see the difference between a curve going to the left or a curve going to the right until someone pointed it out to them. Another one that I find particularly interesting is that when looking at writing on paper or a screen instead of the black lettering popping out to them the white does, this makes it particularly difficult to read. This is interesting to me because I draw a lot and so being able to switch to easily between looking at positive and negative space could be quite helpful. I?m happy that it doesn?t happen to me though as it seems a bit more trouble that it?s worth. Dyslexia in short seems to be a number of different mess ups with the brain. It also seems to be hereditary for me, at least my brothers and I seem to have gotten a number of these problems from our Dad, we have it to different degrees though and I don?t think we all have quite the same problems. One of my brothers had dyspraxia to for instance.
Not that people don?t use dyslexia as an excuse to be lazy, or as an excuse to hold them back from doing something but there are a lot of dyslexics that do try but fail a lot worse than me.