hey op, my personal recomendation, as harsh or as stupid as it may sound, is that you do drugs yourself. I hate being in this position, but i seriously think that u would be fine trying drugs, if u get well documented before. U seem intelligent, and i know this sounds wierd, but the harm of drugs is vastly exagerated, and people who become addicts, either become that way because a) they have tried something strong like heroine, which i DO NOT recomend u to do (things like meth, cocain, or any sort of designer drugs, just forget all of these, thats where the real harm is), or b) because they dont have any thing to live for. So i dont thing anything bad can happen if u do the phychodelic bunch (weed, shrooms, LSD, and even DMT). The only bad thing that can happen is that you actually really like drugs, and want to do them again, which is not really that bad a thing if you controll urself. It is fine if you'd rather stay cleen though