OK, so here's my story:
I have never played an RPG game before. Both 1st- and 3rdperson shooters were my thing. I enjoy killing in games. There, I said it; I enjoy killing in games.
My good friend one day asked why I didn't try something with a little plot, and I said why not. I got myself a copy of Fallout 3 and began to play with the intention of killing everything. I blew up Megaton, went to Tenpenny Tower and killed Allister and Burke out of spite, and had just finished the first part of the main quest. Then, on my way to the Museum of Tech, I began finding tapes of people saying good-bye to their family. I was touched; for about 3 seconds that is. Then I was attacked by raiders.
After dispatching them, I continued to the SuperDuper Mart. There was a child near it and he came up and asked for my assistance in finding his father. I turned on VATS and took aim on this child, but couldn't bring myself to fire and so walked away.
Now I can't play any game that requires me to kill. There seems to be a moral block preventing me from killing, even in games. I always wondered why my would say she couldn't play violent video games, but now I understand and can also no longer pull the virtual trigger.
I am only 16 years old. Can anyone think of a way to help me out? I desperately want to play shooters again.