BloatedGuppy said:
Oh I'm not bitter with men. TBH, friend wise, I get on better with men than women. Most girls I know are too bitchy and two-faced with each other.. I don't want to be involved in that. I find men sometimes are a little more honest with each other. The ones I know anyway. I mean from a relationship point of view..
My 1st boyfriend trampled all over me; I was 14/15 back then and had no self-confidence. He cheated on me.. flirted with girls right in front of me.. shouted at me for getting upset.. forced me into certain things I was too young/didnt want to do.. and dumped me each time he didnt get his own way.
My current ex may not have done that... but how he's been the last week has really betrayed my trust. Hell, even some of how he's been /acting/ the last year hasn't been right. I've just really hoped we could make things work. He never put in the effort.
I don't want to lose him from my life. I've had too many people walk out of my life. Including my own mother recently.
And he's alot he needs help with. I still want to be there for him. I was thinking today, and this xbox addiction of his, if he doesnt sort himself out soon, really is going to ruin his life. Since we moved out and he's had so much time to play on it... he lost all ambition it seems. He can't motivate himself to do the things he's always said he wants to do.
