I see you've read the Trilogy! You're right, of course. I've just been having Palpatine moments lately...zwober said:
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OT: Yes, we always will have those dreams the OP had. My is actually intentional: Bitchy substitute. She hit a student. Got sued. I didn't cause it, as I said, but it was awesome.
You're a Nerdfighter? You freakin' rock.JakeTheSnakeMan said:
Furealz that's like hate crime, nazi, antisemitism, lynching serious.BenzSmoke said:
OT: Its much more badass to laugh off the blood dripping from your lip then suddenly changing to the "I can pwn you without even trying face." Then if they don't let up, proceed to kickass and chew bubblegum.
I remember little about the day but I remember I was at school and it was in fall '06 and I was in love with Dead Rising so I was talking about it then the kid that tormented me all the way through middle school and the one I still detest to this day start making fun of it,gaming,and me so then I went in to a semi berserker rage and got sent home that day and I still barely remember what happened that cause I had a horrible nights sleep but it felt good to have all that pent up rage out of me I had the best nights sleep the rest of that week.
I would have just laughed a deep laugh at how stupid he was for keeping high school grudges up for so long and told him flat out how pathetic he was. If he retaliated then the cops would have fun arresting him for assault. Of course that's just how I would have done it. I applaud you for standing up to the guy but wish that you could have used something less violent then socking the guy. That just puts you on his level.
As for me. I never see the bullies from my past. I wouldn't care to talk to them either I prefer to move forward.
As for me. I never see the bullies from my past. I wouldn't care to talk to them either I prefer to move forward.
In High School I flipped out on a girl who I used to be close with.
She had a three-month relationship with some fuckbag and spent the next nine months wallowing in misery, as if he'd died. She convinced herself that the fairy-tale notion of love was true, and that the horny shitface that asked her once a week if she wanted sex and told her it would "bring them to the next level" was her true love.
I unloaded on her one day and it ruined our friendship entirely. It was one of the most memorable experiences of High School and not in the good way at all. I spent about two hours telling her what I hated about her and her "grief", how much I hated people who pull themselves into little MTV dramas they like to call their lives and turn little things into big things. How every time I'd talk about a relationship with another girl she'd try to one-up me by saying she felt the exact same thing "but more" with her dead relationship and the boy she was still obsessed with a year later. Basically every little facet of distaste and disgust I had for her I told her at once and I haven't heard back from her since.
Other than that, I got in a shoving match with somebody who spouted off but I've never actually punched anybody.
She had a three-month relationship with some fuckbag and spent the next nine months wallowing in misery, as if he'd died. She convinced herself that the fairy-tale notion of love was true, and that the horny shitface that asked her once a week if she wanted sex and told her it would "bring them to the next level" was her true love.
I unloaded on her one day and it ruined our friendship entirely. It was one of the most memorable experiences of High School and not in the good way at all. I spent about two hours telling her what I hated about her and her "grief", how much I hated people who pull themselves into little MTV dramas they like to call their lives and turn little things into big things. How every time I'd talk about a relationship with another girl she'd try to one-up me by saying she felt the exact same thing "but more" with her dead relationship and the boy she was still obsessed with a year later. Basically every little facet of distaste and disgust I had for her I told her at once and I haven't heard back from her since.
Other than that, I got in a shoving match with somebody who spouted off but I've never actually punched anybody.
Goddammit Dude! That was brilliant! Not the smartest thing to do but if your recollection is correct I doubt that bastard will give you anymore trouble.
Being an Aspy myself I have for the better part of my youth been an emotional stone, only now coming out of my bunker and facing the guns head on. It was during the last of my elementary school years that what you experienced happened on a daily basis for me. Only there was never any satisfaction and the ones the target of my anger were teachers who thought (despite being uninformed) that they knew more about how autistic kids worked than the experts and thus put quite the rage inside of me. Because of my attitude towards teachers, the kids simply were too scared of me to want to do anything to me.
Being an Aspy myself I have for the better part of my youth been an emotional stone, only now coming out of my bunker and facing the guns head on. It was during the last of my elementary school years that what you experienced happened on a daily basis for me. Only there was never any satisfaction and the ones the target of my anger were teachers who thought (despite being uninformed) that they knew more about how autistic kids worked than the experts and thus put quite the rage inside of me. Because of my attitude towards teachers, the kids simply were too scared of me to want to do anything to me.
Tankichi said:
This is not to prove to you it exists (you never said whether you do or do not believe it does thru ambiguity) but simply say there are several concrete symptoms that can be used to diagnose it. Including my own Aspergers over an observational period of about 6 months.
1.Social awkwardness / no friends
2.Obsessions / focused on one subject
3.Lack of eye contact
4.Sensitivity to noise / touch / feel of clothing / taste
5.Slow to begin talking
6.Odd speech / extreme logic / very proper speech
7.Anger / aggression / hitting others
8.Craves ROUTINE!
9.Appears lost / in own world
10.Flapping hands
11.Communication problems or motor skills problems
12.Stimming behavior
Quote "What Is Stimming? Stimming is repetitive stereotypic behavior commonly found in autism, but also found in other developmental disabilities.
This behavior may involve any or all of the senses in various degrees in different individuals. Several examples are listed below.
* Visual ? staring at lights, blinking, gazing at fingers, lining up objects
* Auditory ? tapping fingers, snapping fingers, grunting, humming
* Smell ? smelling objects, sniffing people
* Taste ? licking objects, placing objects in mouth
* Tactile ? scratching, clapping, feeling objects nail biting, hair twisting, toe-walking
* Vestibular ? rocking, spinning, jumping, pacing
* Proprioception ? teeth grinding, pacing, jumping." End Quote.
As you can see there are many and it is easy for as you said anybody to see some of these symptoms in themselves and say they have Aspergers. Problem is several symptoms go hand in hand with each other and if one is missing, it simply says that they are not autistic but rather have some other condition, example. (Remember I am not a psychologist or have access to brain mapping technology thus please do not use my own words as future reference as human error and opinion is unequivocally present here)
Some one might have symptoms 1, 3, and 7. One can tell they are anti-social
Some one might have symptoms 1, 2, 6, and 8. One can tell it is just their personality.
Some one might have symptons 1, 2, 3, and 6, showing abnormal social impedance. Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuut... throw in symptoms 4, and 11, you add onto it the final symptoms of sensory defensiveness (plus some more). Add symptom 9, now we have a very desputible case of psychological trauma. Finally add symptoms 8, 12, and you dear Frankenstein have created an Aspy.
You are right that it can be easily mis, self, and over diagnosed (and it most certainly is), but there are as I have stated, with a lucid probibility of error in my description, that Aspergers has definitive symptoms.
Hope to hear a friendly reply, thanx.
Some girl tried to get me kicked out of school and accused of being a sex predator; and some guy liked to sling the N-word my way. Before I left for homeschool, I punched both of them in their respective faces. The girl got a black eye and ran away, and the guy got a bloodied (and apparently broken, if what I heard several months later was true) nose.
It felt nice.
It felt nice.
I lol'd.Paksenarrion said:Do you know what you achieved with your actions? Power.etherlance said:Paksenarrion said:
I'm 21 years old and I have made it a point of pride that I never get violent with anyone.....but that Bastard made my life so miserable that I finally went Darth Vader dark side on his arse and sure as hell felt it!!
I gave in to the power of the dark side!!!
UNLIMITED POWER!!!!!!!
Good for you! Thankfully,my friend is one of the strongest in the school (he doesn't care that I game, still a prick at times though). Whenever someone tries to fuck with me, I have my friends at my side. An no, I have not snapped. That's why I'm 'beefing' up.
I once got attacked for being too intimidating... THAT was a smart move.
But I'm a lover, not a fighter. So instead of beating them up (which solves nothing), I tracked down his house and showed up in the dead of night with http://www.slubird.org/Featureless/images/mouthless.jpg
Imagine it on a guy, with fake bloodlines.
Depressingly, this DID solve the problem.
But I'm a lover, not a fighter. So instead of beating them up (which solves nothing), I tracked down his house and showed up in the dead of night with http://www.slubird.org/Featureless/images/mouthless.jpg
Imagine it on a guy, with fake bloodlines.
Depressingly, this DID solve the problem.
Thankyou very much for pointing out that some people's conditions do not persist into later years. A clear element I forgot to mention. For your sudden adhd issue, possibly little more than a temporary development issue. Since you were a child, such an occurance could be corrected with your still growing body. On the other hand, my symptoms have been around since the day I was born. Their intensity has lessened but I get a swift kick in the arse everytime I think I am normal, pfft, hate the word. Do not want to be normal what ever that may be.Tankichi said:I have 9 of the 12 symptoms. I don't have it lol. I think Aspergers is like Whiplash. You can have all or none of the symptoms and believe you have it. There really isn't a 100% sure fire way or really anyway to tell if someone has it. I was diagnosed with ADD and ADHD as a kid but i never took any drugs or anything and a few years later poof. Gone. I dunno. i guess i just think most people who don't have a undisputed diagnosis are either making themselves have it or are just clinging to reasons on why they act that way. Also for absolutely no reason at all.Saulkar said:
On a final note, thankyou for the giraffe.
