Frustrations. So sick of all the...

[Mr.Pandah]

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Wow. That's a lot like me. Except I haven't graduated college yet, I'm in Aircraft maintenance. I'm trying to get into the military for it, I'm also waiting to hear back from them. Also, I've already figured out I don't want to do this for very long, which is why I'm joining the military, so I can switch professions without losing too much money. The language thing is exactly the same, and so is the women problems, except I really want a woman. Preferably one that games.
And yes, this snow can go fuck itself.

Ah, a fellow Aviation man(of sorts). I hope you figure out what you wish to do though. I really would like to just have...interactions with a woman. I don't need to date her, I don't need to go out with her, I just would really enjoy speaking with one that can hold a conversation of sorts. A lot of women that I meet just think I want in their pants because of how every other guy treats them in this day and age and it really gets on my nerves.

Yea, this snow...just shoveled more today. I have nowhere else to put it. Fuckin' A.

Chin up!


Anyway, I have no money, I hate mooching off of parents (but I am a student so I can't really not), I would like to propose to my girlfriend but cannot afford a ring, my current part-time job pays pretty badly but I really enjoy it and I have to spend stupid amounts of time with one of my housemates because they're depressed (but I would feel guilty if I didn't).

My problems seem pretty insignificant compared to most peoples'.

Typical of a student though, minus the proposal part haha How long have you been dating if you don't mind me asking?

I'd just like to point out that regardless of how "insignificant" you think your problems are compared to others, they're still your problems and they aren't any less important then someone else's. Thats why I'm perfectly fine with throwing mine out there which someone else might say "hey man, stop complaining."

reading this makes me a sad panda.

I get it! Because the OP is panda-themed and sad.

Uuh, there's dealing with my mother who is a source of constant frustration due to me relying on her financially and her being a certified crazy person. That's one that's sort of been frustrating for a while now, but every year I get closer to moving out (in theory). On the other side of that coin is looming independence, which is pretty scary too. I'm also sort of ambivalent on my decision not to pursue romantic relationships.

Ditto to the snow complaints.

Haha you catch on quick!

Look above for my further comments on this god damn snow. haha

I personally can't wait until I move out. I need it, I've been living here for too long and its time for me to begin the next stage in my life. I hope you get out soon as well then >_<

 

[TheRightToArmBears]

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Typical of a student though, minus the proposal part haha How long have you been dating if you don't mind me asking?

Since around March 2008, a little after my birthday. We've discussed marriage and things before, and we reckon that we shouldn't get married until after we leave university, but we don't mind being engaged for years if we have to be.

 

[Shimmyshake]

My dog died today, not very happy atm. /sigh

 

[philosophicalbastard]

You ever have one of those moments where you realise a bunch of people you used to hang out with were nothing but a lump of shallow, vacuous, self-aggrandising, smug jerks and you've never agreed with a single thing they've said and you now can't stand to be around them or anyone who reminds you of them?

Its worse when you realise you're stuck with a bunch of self proclaimed douchebags every day for a couple hours. Those guys have no respect for property, and destroy or steal atleast one thing a day. It gets really fucking annoying.

Other than that I'm pretty okay with all other aspects of my life.

 

[TheGreatCoolEnergy]

"I'm so sick of the hobo's, always beggin for change. I don't like how I gotta work, while they just sit around and get paid..."

 

[Mr S]

I'm sick of not seeing the girl I'm dating as often as I'd like. Seriously, about twice a month. That just sucks

 

[Mr.Pandah]

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Typical of a student though, minus the proposal part haha How long have you been dating if you don't mind me asking?

Since around March 2008, a little after my birthday. We've discussed marriage and things before, and we reckon that we shouldn't get married until after we leave university, but we don't mind being engaged for years if we have to be.

Thats nice. As long as you guys know that its what you really want. Going on 3 years...just be sure you're happy before you get too deep! haha

My dog died today, not very happy atm. /sigh

When my first dog died...I was heartbroken for a while. I still think of him, especially since he was the best dog I've ever had. I have two others now but they just don't compare unfortunately. I miss him from time to time, especially knowing how much of a better dog he was.

You'll get through it though. I'll never forget my pup!

 

[Rooster893]

I'm sick of waiting... Waiting... Gah! Just 3 weeks left... just...3...weeks!

To what, may I ask?

To the day I can once again see my girlfriend. We live very far apart.

Oh! Well, good luck, hope you have a joyous reunion!

 

[theguitarhero6]

I'm sick and goddamn tired letting people close to me just to find out that they don't give one single fuck about me. Its so tiresome just realising how little most people care about a person's existance. I try to treat people with respect and I try to be a shoulder to cry on and I try to be the nice guy and I try to care about people. And I do. I am there. I am the nice guy, I'm always "the nice guy". I DO care. But noone else cares. Nearly fucking nobody cares. So now, I'm becoming secluded, introvertous, callous, indifferent, angry, disrespectful. Everything I've always fucking hated. I'm just tired with being trampeled on and constantly being fucked, It seems like its my fault. Like its always MY fault. I'm the bad guy, my own worst enemy, my biggest obstacle. Fuck that.

....sigh.....
Deep breaths, Jesse, deep breaths......

 

[theguitarhero6]

I'm sick and goddamn tired letting people close to me just to find out that they don't give one single fuck about me. Its so tiresome just realising how little most people care about a person's existance. I try to treat people with respect and I try to be a shoulder to cry on and I try to be the nice guy and I try to care about people. And I do. I am there. I am the nice guy, I'm always "the nice guy". I DO care. But noone else cares. Nearly fucking nobody cares. So now, I'm becoming secluded, introvertous, callous, indifferent, angry, disrespectful. Everything I've always fucking hated. I'm just tired with being trampeled on and constantly being fucked, It seems like its my fault. Like its always MY fault. I'm the bad guy, my own worst enemy, my biggest obstacle. Fuck that.

....sigh.....
Deep breaths, Jesse, deep breaths......

Haha, sorry, OP, that might have been a little over the top, (no matter how true it is).
But is that what you're looking for?

 

[MetallicMonkey]

The timing of this is so perfect it's scary.

I'm tired of the fact that I haven't really gone anywhere with my life for almost three years. Ever since I graduated high school, I've had this feeling of "now what?". I'm already a pretty indecisive guy by nature (it takes me about 15 minutes just to decide what I want for lunch. >.<), which really doesn't help with making big decisions like what I want to pursue as a career. On top of that, most of my friends are now out of state, so I haven't really had much of a social life since I graduated either. Can't seem to find a job, either. I feel like I'm just drifting from one day to the next, with no direction, and I freaking hate it.

 

[CarpathianMuffin]

Just yesterday, I could've written an essay about all the things fucked with my life at this time that I wanted to get off my chest. As possibly the strangest dissolution of said fucked things though, they've all magically disappeared. Now I just want high school to be over with, the people in my classes to stop being such morons, y'know, the usual.

 

[Astoria]

I used to "fight" with that girl towards the end so frequently which is why it ended up falling apart. I don't know why either.

Ahh, don't say that It seems like everyone who's been in our situation has ended up breaking up.

 

[Mr.Pandah]

I'm sick and goddamn tired letting people close to me just to find out that they don't give one single fuck about me. Its so tiresome just realising how little most people care about a person's existance. I try to treat people with respect and I try to be a shoulder to cry on and I try to be the nice guy and I try to care about people. And I do. I am there. I am the nice guy, I'm always "the nice guy". I DO care. But noone else cares. Nearly fucking nobody cares. So now, I'm becoming secluded, introvertous, callous, indifferent, angry, disrespectful. Everything I've always fucking hated. I'm just tired with being trampeled on and constantly being fucked, It seems like its my fault. Like its always MY fault. I'm the bad guy, my own worst enemy, my biggest obstacle. Fuck that.

....sigh.....
Deep breaths, Jesse, deep breaths......

Hey, this topic is whatever you want it to be. Its doesn't have to be anything that I'm looking for, as long as you're comfortable with just writing this stuff down.

As for what I have to say on this topic? Life has a tendency to kick you around like that. It really did it to me and in a really bad way. I've been taken advantage of a number of times and as I've said, its left me incredibly jaded. It fucking sucks, people don't know when a person is just being genuinely nice and they have the nerve to throw it back in my fucking face. Alls I can say is Fuck those people.

The timing of this is so perfect it's scary.

I'm tired of the fact that I haven't really gone anywhere with my life for almost three years. Ever since I graduated high school, I've had this feeling of "now what?". I'm already a pretty indecisive guy by nature (it takes me about 15 minutes just to decide what I want for lunch. >.<), which really doesn't help with making big decisions like what I want to pursue as a career. On top of that, most of my friends are now out of state, so I haven't really had much of a social life since I graduated either. Can't seem to find a job, either. I feel like I'm just drifting from one day to the next, with no direction, and I freaking hate it.

Thats how I feel at the moment, other then my career being chosen. I'm just...existing at the moment. Not really living. You obviously know what I mean.

Just yesterday, I could've written an essay about all the things fucked with my life at this time that I wanted to get off my chest. As possibly the strangest dissolution of said fucked things though, they've all magically disappeared. Now I just want high school to be over with, the people in my classes to stop being such morons, y'know, the usual.

Yup yup, it all comes with time.

I used to "fight" with that girl towards the end so frequently which is why it ended up falling apart. I don't know why either.

Ahh, don't say that It seems like everyone who's been in our situation has ended up breaking up.

I don't want to be the bearer of bad news, but if it continues as you say it has, it is inevitable. There is no reason you can't fix it though if you truly care for this person. I wish my ex gave me the same respect, but she obviously didn't give a shit about me.

 

[Astoria]

I used to "fight" with that girl towards the end so frequently which is why it ended up falling apart. I don't know why either.

Ahh, don't say that It seems like everyone who's been in our situation has ended up breaking up.

I don't want to be the bearer of bad news, but if it continues as you say it has, it is inevitable. There is no reason you can't fix it though if you truly care for this person. I wish my ex gave me the same respect, but she obviously didn't give a shit about me.

Well, we are trying to work it out so I'm really hoping we don't break up. Sorry about your ex.

 

[Mr.Pandah]

I used to "fight" with that girl towards the end so frequently which is why it ended up falling apart. I don't know why either.

Ahh, don't say that It seems like everyone who's been in our situation has ended up breaking up.

I don't want to be the bearer of bad news, but if it continues as you say it has, it is inevitable. There is no reason you can't fix it though if you truly care for this person. I wish my ex gave me the same respect, but she obviously didn't give a shit about me.

Well, we are trying to work it out so I'm really hoping we don't break up. Sorry about your ex.

Thats good. I hope for the best! And don't worry about me. Thats life. You get kicked down, but you have to get back up. Its why I'm still around.