Well, I know from a couple of occasions within the last year, I am very inexperienced with any kind of bad situation in life and they make me very depressed. Last time, the worst in my entire life, it was really eating me from the inside. Thankfully a good friend helped me out. Even still, it's hit me bad, making me ask a certain question, which still, I'm asking myself:
Would I be better off, safer, alone? Are people a dangerous investment, considering my own social clumsiness?
I am very defeatist, by the way. I try to take other things into account, ego-saving things, such as this being the only major social difficulty I've ever had, but I've become very disillusioned, as for the OP, solitude seems very appealing, but I wouldn't take the decision lightly. I can't live in solitude, now, even if I really wanted to, I'm in limbo.
Would I be better off, safer, alone? Are people a dangerous investment, considering my own social clumsiness?
I am very defeatist, by the way. I try to take other things into account, ego-saving things, such as this being the only major social difficulty I've ever had, but I've become very disillusioned, as for the OP, solitude seems very appealing, but I wouldn't take the decision lightly. I can't live in solitude, now, even if I really wanted to, I'm in limbo.
