Songs, movies, food, smells, a whole county. There's a million things that remind me of a man I never want to think of again.
There's video game characters that remind me of ex-boyfriends that I'm still friends with and it makes me smile.
ALuckyChance said:
Well, this might not be what you're talking about exactly, but I am having devoloping feelings for someone. Let's just say the circumstances are awkward and stressful, and the whole thing might be the cause for my very slight insomnia, extremely low self esteem, and the reason I sob for ten minutes about once every week or so.
Basically: I will never think of a love song the same way again.
It gets better. It may not seem like it, but it gets better. One day you'll wake up and it will hurt a little less and that continues until you don't think of it much. And even if you do think about it, you'll be at peace with it. Just hold in there and know that you have meaning, worth, and deserve happiness and love. Keep busy and find joy in the little things- they add up. Whenever you see something negative about yourself, think of 3 good things- they're there and people will appreciate them.
Buck up, buddy and welcome to the escapist!
