I had been medicated for the majority of my childhood through early 20s. And I eventually made the decision to get off my meds and experience life sober headed. I'd say for the most part, it's better, as the meds really only kept me baseline mood, never higher never lower. Being off them, I'm back to my regular mood swaps very few weeks from unbelievably happy, and unchangably depressed. Nothing I do can worsen my good moods, or better my bad moods for any length of time. (Something crappy happens, and I'm upset for an hour, than happy again. Or when depressed if something awesome happens, if I get excited or happy at all, it's extremely short lived.
Today marks a peak bottom day, and it got me thinking about my old meds. Have there been improvements? Think I'll be able to find something that let's me be happy on them, and doesn't just baseline zombify me?
Today marks a peak bottom day, and it got me thinking about my old meds. Have there been improvements? Think I'll be able to find something that let's me be happy on them, and doesn't just baseline zombify me?