Joshua sighed and layed his head back on the bed.
"Y'know, I never was an ambitous man. I always did what was necessary, I never wanted to be noticed. All I ever wanted was a nice girl, a family, and a house in the suburbs." Then he raised his hands to the air to look at them. "Look at me now, dirty, homeless, no one to love, no family to return to..." Joshua sighed again and dropped his hands to his side. "It's times like these that I wished I died on the street."