Sad that school is starting tomorrow, we had a 1 week Easter holiday. Tired, and with a mixed feelings about whether I should do some art or play (even if it's in my best interest to do art).
How are YOU feeling?
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I'm Ok, thank you for asking! Slightly mixed feelings really, but overall I'm fine. It just sucks that weekend is over, and it's Monday again, and I have to work. Yet the weather's good, it's Spring!!! I love this season. Finally, there is some green around. Trees in my neighbourhood blossom, and they sprout these pretty pink flowers, which is beautiful. Also, other people around are more nice too because of the season, which creates a good atmosphere.
There's millions of things I could mention what makes me happy, and only a few that is irritating me a bit. Life seems good.
There's millions of things I could mention what makes me happy, and only a few that is irritating me a bit. Life seems good.
I feel disgust at myself because I got up at 10am, instead of 6am, so now time for a run and workout . I still find it funny that heavy drinking just makes me sleep in late, I'm immune to hangovers hooray I'm going to go shout at my friends now.
. I still find it funny that heavy drinking just makes me sleep in late, I'm immune to hangovers hooray I'm going to go shout at my friends now.I'm feeling pretty good. Just had a dump which always makes you feel better. and soon i will be looking for a new job
I think I have a cold, and I have a massive assignment to write...but I also have an awesome holiday to plan and I made a new friend today. So, on balance, I'm doing great, thanks =)
Don't leave without the Top Gun soundtrack on your iPod. HIIIIGHWAYYYY TOOOOOO THE DA-NGER ZONEEEEEE!US Crash Fire said:
Anyways, I feel good because I found out I get an extra week of holidays. So yay. I also have gotten back on my creative wagon in terms of output. Writing the start of a novel, restarting my webmanga which is serialised at a team blog I work for, and of course making Youtube videos with the DVD handycam I got for my 17th Birthday. Which was two years ago, and I could have been making videos all this time but I didn't buy enough discs for the camera. Bad news is my RL friends are all studying for exams and only my blogger buddies in Singapore can talk to me, and they think Australia fails.
I feel a mixed of many emotionsJC175 said:At the moment I'm a little frustrated because this song I've been writing is slowly sliding downhill, whereas I was amazed by it when I started.
How about you? Express how you're feeling at the moment, and explain why in a sentence.
EDIT: And if you're feeling a little under the weather, I'm sure the little community we've got going here can try to cheer you up.
Since i'm Procastrinatiing from doing my work
i'm thinking of ways to dominate the world
i'm thinking of the asshole people in my life
and i'm thinking of something good i did just 20 mins ago to a poor worker who is on minium wage
So
1.Guilty and happy
2.Serious
3.Dissapointed
4.INSANE AMOUNT OF CONFUSION SINCE I CAN'T DECIDE HOW I FELT DOING SOMETHING SO MORALLY NICE !
I'm completely fucking depressed. My grandma got sick on Halloween night last year, massive stroke, and slowly wasted away in the hospital. It cost half a million in hospital bills just to die, which makes me love our system. No one is hiring, which means I keep looking everywhere for a new job and can't find one, that makes me love things even more. My parents are constantly fighting and talking about getting divorced. I feel lonely all the time.
And it has been raining for the last three fucking days. That doesn't help anything, either.
Someone who means a lot to me only gives a shit about me when she needs me to care about her, so that's great, too. In fact, I think this hurts the most out of anything. I can't even masturbate or think about sex without feeling sick. Basically what has happened is that she decided she was going to get herself into one of those relationships where you already want out right from the beginning. She's broken up with him and then gone running back at least six or seven times now. It's pathetic and none of their friends even really take them seriously anymore.
Basically here's how it went; Laura slowly realizes that Matt doesn't really care about her and gets more and more lonely and depressed and eventually latches onto me because she knows I do care and knows I'll always do my best to fix it. Then when she's finally ready to leave him, he latches onto her and suddenly cares because he knows this is the only girl who would ever be coming back to him over and over again. Then she opens her legs and pretends that she still likes it when he fucks her and then gets depressed again a month later. During that time she pours all of her time and energy into him and ignores everyone else, including me.
It's fucking nauseating.
And it has been raining for the last three fucking days. That doesn't help anything, either.
Someone who means a lot to me only gives a shit about me when she needs me to care about her, so that's great, too. In fact, I think this hurts the most out of anything. I can't even masturbate or think about sex without feeling sick. Basically what has happened is that she decided she was going to get herself into one of those relationships where you already want out right from the beginning. She's broken up with him and then gone running back at least six or seven times now. It's pathetic and none of their friends even really take them seriously anymore.
Basically here's how it went; Laura slowly realizes that Matt doesn't really care about her and gets more and more lonely and depressed and eventually latches onto me because she knows I do care and knows I'll always do my best to fix it. Then when she's finally ready to leave him, he latches onto her and suddenly cares because he knows this is the only girl who would ever be coming back to him over and over again. Then she opens her legs and pretends that she still likes it when he fucks her and then gets depressed again a month later. During that time she pours all of her time and energy into him and ignores everyone else, including me.
It's fucking nauseating.
I am rather off at the moment.
I've got to go back to school tomorrow, I've got my French oral in a week, chances are my Grandad wont last that long, exams in a month, I've got a cold and have just had a chest infection and to top it all off a fair few of my friends have just become massive gits.
Bah.
But I take it all in stride.
I've got to go back to school tomorrow, I've got my French oral in a week, chances are my Grandad wont last that long, exams in a month, I've got a cold and have just had a chest infection and to top it all off a fair few of my friends have just become massive gits.
Bah.
But I take it all in stride.
