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Edit: oh joy, it posts all 3 attempts after a delay of about a minute -_- (now I feel sad :()
 
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CaptainEgypt said:
I'm completely fucking depressed. My grandma got sick on Halloween night last year, massive stroke, and slowly wasted away in the hospital. It cost half a million in hospital bills just to die, which makes me love our system. No one is hiring, which means I keep looking everywhere for a new job and can't find one, that makes me love things even more. My parents are constantly fighting and talking about getting divorced. I feel lonely all the time.

And it has been raining for the last three fucking days. That doesn't help anything, either.

Someone who means a lot to me only gives a shit about me when she needs me to care about her, so that's great, too. In fact, I think this hurts the most out of anything. I can't even masturbate or think about sex without feeling sick. Basically what has happened is that she decided she was going to get herself into one of those relationships where you already want out right from the beginning. She's broken up with him and then gone running back at least six or seven times now. It's pathetic and none of their friends even really take them seriously anymore.

Basically here's how it went; Laura slowly realizes that Matt doesn't really care about her and gets more and more lonely and depressed and eventually latches onto me because she knows I do care and knows I'll always do my best to fix it. Then when she's finally ready to leave him, he latches onto her and suddenly cares because he knows this is the only girl who would ever be coming back to him over and over again. Then she opens her legs and pretends that she still likes it when he fucks her and then gets depressed again a month later. During that time she pours all of her time and energy into him and ignores everyone else, including me.

It's fucking nauseating.
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Dude, I can't identify with the whole Grandma thing, but I totally know where you're coming from with the lady problems. My situation is basically where I've totally railroaded the most amazing girl I know into a friend category to support her with her boyfriend troubles. So I get all the emotional outpourings and give all the advice, but I get none of the sugar.

(See, I prefer to deal with my problems by being ragingly cynical.)

And I'm in Australia, and its been raining here for ages as well, you're not alone there.

Time heals all wounds man, just chill to some favourite music and try and move on, without the troughs we'd never see the peaks.

:)
 
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Dude, I can't identify with the whole Grandma thing, but I totally know where you're coming from with the lady problems. My situation is basically where I've totally railroaded the most amazing girl I know into a friend category to support her with her boyfriend troubles. So I get all the emotional outpourings and give all the advice, but I get none of the sugar.

(See, I prefer to deal with my problems by being ragingly cynical.)

And I'm in Australia, and its been raining here for ages as well, you're not alone there.

Time heals all wounds man, just chill to some favourite music and try and move on, without the troughs we'd never see the peaks.

:)
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I mean, it's not like I don't believe her. I always had strong feelings for her and never planned to say anything because I didn't think she'd feel the same way. We were already friends and I didn't want to damage a good thing. Two years ago, I had a girlfriend when I realized my feelings for Laura, so I buried them. When we were both single I continued to bury them, still unsure if it was worth bringing up.

Then, after she spent a year with this guy Matt, she finally came to me and told me that she had always felt that way. It's been six months since she told me the truth. Everything that has been said and done since then just confuses me... On the one hand, it's not like I don't believe her. I see it in her face. I know she loves me. She's just completely codependent on him. It's like she can't function without him. She's too weak to just leave him. She's tried so many times and every time he just latches on and she falls for it. It's just so nauseating. Everyone wants to see them done. I don't say any of this out of jealousy, I say it out of disgust.

I know she'll be back someday, it's just that at this point I'm so fucking hurt by all of it, I'm not even sure if I'll want her when the day comes. I might just laugh in her face.
 
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CaptainEgypt said:
JC175 said:
Dude, I can't identify with the whole Grandma thing, but I totally know where you're coming from with the lady problems. My situation is basically where I've totally railroaded the most amazing girl I know into a friend category to support her with her boyfriend troubles. So I get all the emotional outpourings and give all the advice, but I get none of the sugar.

(See, I prefer to deal with my problems by being ragingly cynical.)

And I'm in Australia, and its been raining here for ages as well, you're not alone there.

Time heals all wounds man, just chill to some favourite music and try and move on, without the troughs we'd never see the peaks.

:)
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I mean, it's not like I don't believe her. I always had strong feelings for her and never planned to say anything because I didn't think she'd feel the same way. We were already friends and I didn't want to damage a good thing. Two years ago, I had a girlfriend when I realized my feelings for Laura, so I buried them. When we were both single I continued to bury them, still unsure if it was worth bringing up.

Then, after she spent a year with this guy Matt, she finally came to me and told me that she had always felt that way. It's been six months since she told me the truth. Everything that has been said and done since then just confuses me... On the one hand, it's not like I don't believe her. I see it in her face. I know she loves me. She's just completely codependent on him. It's like she can't function without him. She's too weak to just leave him. She's tried so many times and every time he just latches on and she falls for it. It's just so nauseating. Everyone wants to see them done. I don't say any of this out of jealousy, I say it out of disgust.

I know she'll be back someday, it's just that at this point I'm so fucking hurt by all of it, I'm not even sure if I'll want her when the day comes. I might just laugh in her face.
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Just make sure you look at it all with an open mind. Bitterness is never a good option, I should know.
 
zauxz

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Like shit.

I am tired, hungry and have a headace.

Sunday was fun tho.
 
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Moi? Well. I feel terrible, mainly due to the fact I haven't slept more than 4 hours a day for the last month or so. Been ill for the last two weeks, Oh and the person I give a crap about really hates it when I want to have a serious talk with her, So yea back to bottling crap up again, that worked REALLLY well last time. Oh and the usuall.

The usuall? Not sure if I should be bothering with anything preparing for my future if it turns out I carn't put it to use, due to medical complications. Oh and I'm paraniod, Obsessive and pessimistic.

Hounestly, Cheer me up today, and your good.

Have A Good one guys.

zauxz said:
Like shit.

I am tired, hungry and have a headace.

Sunday was fun tho.
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Drink Much? ^.^
 
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