Pretty damn good as always, secure at the moment with a damn good job for my age, family situation couldn't be better, and all my free time is eaten up by playing WoW and SC2 with my bud. So, yeah, good times.
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A bit sore from my taido practice earlier this evening and also tired as it's getting late. I also feel like going to the toilet, but we have a few visitors sleeping in our living room only a few meters away from the toilet and I don't want to wake them up. The flush is kinda loud so we'll see how that goes 
Knackered, had a bioinorganic exam today, it's 11:15 PM and I have to be up first thing to get my partner to her job (she's new to the city and has no sense of direction). Then off to the library to work on my dissertation.
No rest for a few weeks at least.
No rest for a few weeks at least.
I'm kicked out of home (things didn't go well there any way) don't speak with me dad (things didn't work out there ether) fitting in with others peoples lives (living with bro and his wife and new born) no one to blame but my self.
No real motivation to do or be any thing. Some were between falling and holding on something half way down, just trying to hold my self together. Probably ever so slightly psychotic, depressed, anger issues, anxiety issues, social issues.
Some days are neutral emotionless numb, others hyper active avoiding life playing games and some are depressing days.
despite all that for the most part pretty well, I avoid the shit out of life and its a system that works so I'm fine happy and crazy enf and getting back into starcraft 2 (such a hard hard game)
Edit:
totally getting into rock as well David Bowie, Led Zeppelin, The who, Wolf Mother and much more_\m/
No real motivation to do or be any thing. Some were between falling and holding on something half way down, just trying to hold my self together. Probably ever so slightly psychotic, depressed, anger issues, anxiety issues, social issues.
Some days are neutral emotionless numb, others hyper active avoiding life playing games and some are depressing days.
despite all that for the most part pretty well, I avoid the shit out of life and its a system that works so I'm fine happy and crazy enf and getting back into starcraft 2 (such a hard hard game)
Edit:
totally getting into rock as well David Bowie, Led Zeppelin, The who, Wolf Mother and much more_\m/
Doing okay here. Some frustrating moments today, but I got a 79% on an exam I was sure I was going to fail which is enough to keep my A in that class. I also got everything accomplished that I need for tomorrow so I'm about to enjoy a few beers with some friends. Yay!
I feel both discontent and content. Usually nonchalant irl when people bring news to me. Just can't wait for this Spring quarter to end.
Well, I just got a lot more work done today then I thought I would, and I know exactly what I need to do to for the rest of the semester...and it's looking pretty good.
So yeah. I feel pretty great.
So yeah. I feel pretty great.
Kind of stressed out. Yet another job prospect fell through, and as soon as I get home from the 5-hour drive, my mother starts telling me that I'm not working hard enough at job hunting. Yeah, thanks Mom. Just what a guy who's tired, frustrated and questioning his own worth, reason for living and place in the world (or lack thereof) really needs to hear. I don't even want that hug any more, at least not from you.
That was a few days ago, but I'm still fairly pissed. And tired. And having a really hard time focusing. Job hunting is like doing a really boring research project forever.
That was a few days ago, but I'm still fairly pissed. And tired. And having a really hard time focusing. Job hunting is like doing a really boring research project forever.
rather stoked i must say...the semester is over for me and i'm taking the summer off from classes, there's a bottle of rum waiting in the freezer for me to work up the motivation to crack it open, and i'm trying to decide what to do while i drink it..also trying to decide what game to use to record my first let's play for youtube, suggestions are welcome