I like venting the feels, like I did in my last post (a bit off-topic, too), I used to RP (too many failures, I just couldn't be bothered trying because I became too pessimistic about the whole thing) and this site has a fair amount of Timesplitters fans. Speaking of which, sometimes it's just fun being referred to as my alias in conversation. People recognise me on YouTube in the comments every so often and compliment my avatar. It's nice...doesn't happen much, here because posts are more formal, but it's still nice to get referred to as your favourite character every so often. It's the little things that make me smile when in bed at night. Better than being angry about an argument the day before or dreading the next day, methinks.
One mushy, wierdo-freak-stepping slowly away-tangent later, yeah. I stopped coming for a while, but for the most part being here gives me somewhere to vent when I most need it. It's like talking to someone, but indirectly so you don't bore them with your presence and don't feel awkward when you do it. Well, I still feel regret for what I post here, sometimes, but eh, people are right when I'm being dumb, and you gotta learn from those things.
Still, though, can't beat that "Somebody else knows Headsprouter!" feeling. Ahhh...vanity.
Yeah, and also, sometimes you get those great threads where you get to show that stuff you dabble in during your spare time. Sometimes I feel dumb even appearing on those threads but it's not as bad as trying to shove your "art" in people's faces in real life. If they want to see, they'll open the spoiler box and if they think it's good they'll tell you, and that's great, but sometimes...you just want to test to see if it's shitty or not. Sometimes it's better when somebody tells you the time of day, y'know? That's what I think. It's awful to lie to people, and sometimes the best way to get the truth is to visit a forum where people will give you an honest opinion. It's rare in real life, because people don't want to see the mess that might've made and want to avoid responsibility, but sometimes, it's better than having someone follow a lie.
Yeah, forums're handy.