Your not alone, I too don't care about death and will go unafraid into the darkness when it arrives. At least I have stopped looking forward to it though.
PS: for the whole hurting another thing. That is the only reason I am still breathing, I can't inflict that sort of pain onto the ones who cares for me. I don't understand why they would feel that way (I am so broken) but it would suck to have to feel that loss and I won't willingly let them feel it on my behalf.
PS: for the whole hurting another thing. That is the only reason I am still breathing, I can't inflict that sort of pain onto the ones who cares for me. I don't understand why they would feel that way (I am so broken) but it would suck to have to feel that loss and I won't willingly let them feel it on my behalf.