If you wonder where the good in humanity has gone, well...basically it means you're not looking in the right places. It DOES exist, this I know. (Note that I am also a Retail Drone, someone who has seen the dreaded selfishness of many a person.) I've seen it. I've had human kindness bestowed upon me. It exists, although these days it is buried quite deep.
You're not really missing anything, despite being young. The fact that you're asking is proof of that. The problem is not that goodness and positive notions left, it's just that they're hidden by the world. It's outmaneuvered, outnumbered, and outgunned. The Rage and Hate and Cynicism is prevalent because today's modern society is conductive to it.
This has all been said of course, but then the real question comes up. It's the question that separates people and forms the sides of this topic that we've seen so far: You know the world is lacking and/or buries kindness and good notions. What do you DO in the face of that? How do you react?
In my more introspective moments I tend to equate it with being shipwrecked at sea. The situation is plain and clear. The real question is what do you do? Do you cling to the wreckage and hold out hope that rescue, one day, will come? Or do you allow the cold currents to drag you under to misery and death?
These days I feel it's almost like clinging to wreckage in a storm. Waves of Nihilism and Despair rage and wash over you, and every time you have to fight to cling to that wreckage. To believe that something good still exists in this pitch black ocean of negativity.
Some people have long since given up and sunk to the bottom. Their lives are easier because they gave in. They're never hurt or disappointed by each new wave of selfishness, rage, stupidity, pettiness. But, when humanity makes a triumph of kindness or compassion, do they feel it? Does it make them feel as good as those who still tirelessly cling to hope? Or are they so drowned that the light never penetrates through the cold and gloom?
It takes courage (and perhaps a bit of masochism) to stay afloat. But personally? I keep fighting. If I sink...well, if I sink I may not be alive to see another day.
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Yeah, yeah. It's all just pretty words. I know. But hopefully you get the point. Goodness exists. So does the bad stuff. It's known fact that you're going to get hit with the bad stuff more than good. The question is, as always, is how do you handle that? How you handle it makes all the difference.