I am who I am and if you don't like it, join the club; they've got jackets.
What you should be asking yourself is "What good could come of this?" Forgive me for not reaching Nirvana as fast as you did, but this seems a rather trivial question. If I was you, I would tell you to stop being a twat and ask questions that matter, such as "Can one person change the world?" or "If God knows what I'm going to do, does that mean choice is an illusion?". Things that people can actually figure out.
Forgive me; it's two in the morning and I tend tend to rant about philosophy.
Apologies to anyone who had to read my brain-dribble.