Rowan frowned, realizing that Vokrash would be put in charge of who got the wear the new armor and debut the new style. The two of them were on uncertain terms after the feast, and Rowan wasn't sure how long it might take for Vokrash to forgive or forget the whole affair. Belkin laid a few more insults on Rowan, and he found himself wondering just what he'd done to deserve being treated like a child. He'd even complimented the Pingla, and all he got in return was shouts of how much of an idiot he was for fighting the only way he knew how, the way that had served him well during his time as a free man. Vokrash asked each of the gladiators why the might be considered for the armor, and Rowan had to think very hard for a few moments.
"Perhaps you shouldn't consider me." he finally said, rubbing the back of his head and neck with his sore hand.
"I have fought well, proven myself on the sands. But there is much I have yet to learn, obviously. Should you decide that I am worthy of the armor, I won't refuse. But from the way things are going today, I won't blame you if you too find me to be an idiot with an inflated ego."
The words did not come easy for Rowan. There was no doubt that he wanted the armor, and by extension the opportunity to bring pride to his house and to Marrick, but everywhere he turned people seemed to be spitting on his name. Perhaps the smarter play might be to concede the armor to someone else, and wait for a new opportunity to arise further down the road.
"Perhaps you shouldn't consider me." he finally said, rubbing the back of his head and neck with his sore hand.
"I have fought well, proven myself on the sands. But there is much I have yet to learn, obviously. Should you decide that I am worthy of the armor, I won't refuse. But from the way things are going today, I won't blame you if you too find me to be an idiot with an inflated ego."
The words did not come easy for Rowan. There was no doubt that he wanted the armor, and by extension the opportunity to bring pride to his house and to Marrick, but everywhere he turned people seemed to be spitting on his name. Perhaps the smarter play might be to concede the armor to someone else, and wait for a new opportunity to arise further down the road.