will anyone ever mourn the escapist that i fell in love with? i can respect that it is now home to a crazy faction of single minded people of interest, but i do miss the magazine that i found by way of yahtzee, who i found by way of being poor and playing freeware horror games, and chanced into a ton of a amazing content. now, when i like to be depressed, which is sometimes strangely therapeutic, i come to the escapist, scroll the forums, scan the news, die a little bit inside.