This.Pararaptor said:Fear of rejection.
Shit would be SO MUCH BETTER if I weren't afraid to come out, apply for a job, talk to people I normally wouldn't, & all that stuff.
One of my New Year's resolutions this year was to be less afraid of rejection. I keep reminding myself of it so that it will stick (hopefully). I think part of the problem is that I'm a perfectionist, too, so if I can't do something right the first time, I don't want to do it at all. Which is completely stupid, I know. XD