SkyeNeko wanted her blood back.cyrogeist said:
Well.. How els?Admiral Stukov said:
Yes I'mcyrogeist said:
'Troublesome Lagomorph said:
Yeeeah, SkyeNeko wanted her blood back, so I gave it back.
If you woke up in the same bed as the above avatar.
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Yeeeah, SkyeNeko wanted her blood back, so I gave it back.
I've been one for a long time, I've just spent the better part of the last 6 years learning to hide it.Darkspectar said:
No, that's far from the real reason.Darkspectar said:
I kept driving people away so I had to learn some manner of self-control in order to not end up completely lonely.
I couldn't care care less if people think I'm "manly" or not.
I don't think you'd like my method.
I spent 6 years brooding and beating myself up over all that I've lost, and swore to keep my damn tongue in check.
[sub]I drove my then girlfriend away so hard she moved to Canada[/sub]
Now I have a grand total of three "real" friends, and trying to rebuild a semblence of a social life. Add to that that I've failed the education of my dreams and had to drop out in order to avoid massive debts.
Today I'm pretty much a cold shell struggling to re-discover my emotions.
My way is a last resort, and it's far from pretty, but I'm certain I would have ended up even worse if I had done nothing. I went from a person prone to outbursts of rage to a goddamned Vulcan. Things are slowly getting back in place, but it'll be years before I'm not automatically suppress my strong emotions. And love will be the last, since that's what got me stuck in this vicious cycle to begin with.
I spent 6 years brooding and beating myself up over all that I've lost, and swore to keep my damn tongue in check.
[sub]I drove my then girlfriend away so hard she moved to Canada[/sub]
Now I have a grand total of three "real" friends, and trying to rebuild a semblence of a social life. Add to that that I've failed the education of my dreams and had to drop out in order to avoid massive debts.
Today I'm pretty much a cold shell struggling to re-discover my emotions.
My way is a last resort, and it's far from pretty, but I'm certain I would have ended up even worse if I had done nothing. I went from a person prone to outbursts of rage to a goddamned Vulcan. Things are slowly getting back in place, but it'll be years before I'm not automatically suppress my strong emotions. And love will be the last, since that's what got me stuck in this vicious cycle to begin with.
Because it's what got me involved with a girl I'd been in a previous relationship that ended badly. The second relationship ended in a spectacular failure that caused me to lash out against everyone nearby, and started my decent into becoming an emotional wreck.
And because every single time I've tried to give love a chance these passed years I've been disappointed, and set back my progress to rebuild myself from being a cold-hearted bastard.
And because every single time I've tried to give love a chance these passed years I've been disappointed, and set back my progress to rebuild myself from being a cold-hearted bastard.
There's nothing wrong with being a cynic.
And bottling it up works, but it's far from the best solution.
You asked what I did, and I answered. And for what it's worth I believe I've been successful enough all things considered to justify the downsides.
I'd rather be cold-hearted and near-emotionless, than completely alone punching the walls, (which is how I used to handle rage), but you'll have to decide for your self if it's worth it, or seek another solution.
And most importantly, every decision is yours, and yours alone to make. Never let anyone tell you what to do.
E: Sorry if the post seems a bit angry or demeaning, that is not the intention, and is due to me being hungry and tired.
And bottling it up works, but it's far from the best solution.
You asked what I did, and I answered. And for what it's worth I believe I've been successful enough all things considered to justify the downsides.
I'd rather be cold-hearted and near-emotionless, than completely alone punching the walls, (which is how I used to handle rage), but you'll have to decide for your self if it's worth it, or seek another solution.
And most importantly, every decision is yours, and yours alone to make. Never let anyone tell you what to do.
E: Sorry if the post seems a bit angry or demeaning, that is not the intention, and is due to me being hungry and tired.
Good, taking advice is just a choice as any other, ultimately in your hands.
Now I'm going to go and make breakfast.
Now I'm going to go and make breakfast.