Before August 11 I was a heavy cannabis/Cigarette smoker(Actually haven't committed to stop smoking since a week ago), also occasional drinker. After August 11 and moving out here with my aunt and uncle I have been super active my brain just doesn't shut up, racing and multiply thoughts have returned, my nervous twitch is back, I've started pacing again. I didn't think anything of it in till my aunt kept saying I was ADHD. I thought bullshit, thats one of the most over-diagnosed things ever. However to humor myself I took a online test and it said I have adult ADHD.
http://psychcentral.com/addquiz.htm
Okay whatever I thought, just a online test. Then I looked up the symptoms and thought "Okay thats a little to close to home"
The following behaviors and problems may stem directly from ADHD or may be the result of related adjustment difficulties:
Chronic lateness and forgetfulness. (Check)
Anxiety. (Check)
Low self-esteem. (Ups and downs, though I've had therapy so I managed to work through it)
Employment problems. (Ehhh, my old job loved me and said I worked hard I just always had some kind of problem though with people and that I daydream a lot and would spill something while not paying attention)
Difficulty controlling anger. (Again lots of therapy worked me through this, though I still get easily angry, just know how to control it)
Impulsiveness.(Check)
Substance abuse or addiction.(check)
Poor organization skills.(check)
Procrastination.(Check)
Low frustration tolerance.(check, I'm on of those throws a fit and says fuck when something doesn't go my way though)
Chronic boredom.(Check)
Difficulty concentrating when reading.(Lately yes, though as a tad I had trouble in till a teacher helped me through it)
Mood swings.(check
Depression.(been down that road more than once)
Relationship problems.(And yes)
Now, I still don't know because this list almost feels like an excuse for being an idiot as my uncle would put it. So I'm not sure escapist, should I get this checked out?
EDIT: Ah never mind I think I got worked up over nothing
So now this thread can be about cake I suppose. Or post picture of kitten.
http://psychcentral.com/addquiz.htm
Okay whatever I thought, just a online test. Then I looked up the symptoms and thought "Okay thats a little to close to home"
The following behaviors and problems may stem directly from ADHD or may be the result of related adjustment difficulties:
Chronic lateness and forgetfulness. (Check)
Anxiety. (Check)
Low self-esteem. (Ups and downs, though I've had therapy so I managed to work through it)
Employment problems. (Ehhh, my old job loved me and said I worked hard I just always had some kind of problem though with people and that I daydream a lot and would spill something while not paying attention)
Difficulty controlling anger. (Again lots of therapy worked me through this, though I still get easily angry, just know how to control it)
Impulsiveness.(Check)
Substance abuse or addiction.(check)
Poor organization skills.(check)
Procrastination.(Check)
Low frustration tolerance.(check, I'm on of those throws a fit and says fuck when something doesn't go my way though)
Chronic boredom.(Check)
Difficulty concentrating when reading.(Lately yes, though as a tad I had trouble in till a teacher helped me through it)
Mood swings.(check
Depression.(been down that road more than once)
Relationship problems.(And yes)
Now, I still don't know because this list almost feels like an excuse for being an idiot as my uncle would put it. So I'm not sure escapist, should I get this checked out?
EDIT: Ah never mind I think I got worked up over nothing
So now this thread can be about cake I suppose. Or post picture of kitten.