Is it normal to want every human being alive dead? Even myself?

[sam42ification]

Ever since i went into high school i feel all my inocents has been lost and i've turned into a depressed, angry, nerdy, anti-social, sick, evil basterd. I just hate every one. Every one should die in a whole even me. I have a hour bus trip home from school. This is when my feelings are at there strongest. Every one on bus is a dick. I have my reasons for hating every one but i think you guys could proberly guess them. So is it normal to have these feelings and are there other people out there like me? (Just to lighten up the mood a little i'm want to do a little survey. Could every one please put what country they come from at the end of their status? I don't any one bagging out peoples countries otherwise you will just make my hate grow). I'm from Australia.

 

[smithy_2045]

Wanting everyone to die probably isn't normal. AUS.

 

[ReservoirAngel]

Your just in high school. You're surrounded by supreme assholes all day long, it's only natural to hate them all, and humanity as a result. And on the bus it's even worse, cause you're stuck in a confined space surrounded by them in close quarters. It's like being on a plane surrounded by people who like Lady GaGa. They're just bound to piss you off.

and i'm from the UK

 

[Palademon]

England
Secondary school made me feel a lot of hate, but ever since college it's just constant 'meh'.

 

[sam42ification]

Well at least i'm in year 10. Only got three years to go then it's of to Uni. At least the people there will be there to learn and not just because they have to be. So you guys have finished high school and you don't feel the same hate? Thats good then.

 

[nunqual]

Your just in high school. You're surrounded by supreme assholes all day long, it's only natural to hate them all, and humanity as a result. And on the bus it's even worse, cause you're stuck in a confined space surrounded by them in close quarters. It's like being on a plane surrounded by people who like Lady GaGa. They're just bound to piss you off.

and i'm from the UK

Yup. This guy hit the nail on the head. My medical diagnosis: you're in high school dude.

Oh, sorry, I'm from the US

 

[GeorgW]

No, it's not normal, but I've had these thoughts sporadically since I've been 5. But then again, I'm insane.
Sweden here.

 

[Timmibal]

Your angst is 'normal' insofar as it is quite common for young men to react to their gradual awakening to the fact that the world is neither nice, fair, nor at all concerned for their wellbeing with some measure of anger, wether directed inward, outward, or a combination of both.

The death of idealism is never a pleasant experience.

Australia also.

 

[Dogstile]

English here. No its not. Silly.

 

[Kortney]

No it's not normal. You might just be one of those angsty teenagers though, in which case is fairly normal. So I wouldn't worry about it, as long as you don't cause anyone (including yourself) any harm.

 

[zen5887]

A 16(ish) year old metal head who plays games and hates everyone? Really?

Theres no reason to hate everyone dude, we're not all bad.

 

[Arkhangelsk]

Sweden here, and it'll blow over. You'll learn to love everyone. A few years ago, I had nothing but distaste for everyone in my way, and I had a smug sense of superiority that now in hindsight was undeserved. So, in short, I was a whiny *****. Now I'm a happy sailor who tries to be social with everyone. My point is, you will find something or someone that will change your perspective a little. That's what happened to me.

People annoy you, because you're in high school. You got a bit unlucky, and you're stuck with the assholes that chose the same school as you. Stop caring about them.

 

[LaughingAtlas]

I think of global genocide often until I remember that even if the planet is swamped with radiation and explosions, it'll slowly cleanse itself, restart, and supposedly redevelop sentient life, (if evolution is really how it works, I mean) most likely bringing us right back where we started. It's kind of like wiping out a species of mushroom you didn't want around, but then their tiny spores get past you, plant themselves elsewhere, and become more of the same problem. "Oh, well," I guess?

 

[Sebenko]

No, it is however, normal to want to unite the galaxy under a glorious empire devoted to science and the glory of tomorrow.

Hail Terra!

Oh, yeah. School sucked too. Uni is a different ball game altogether. Best time of my life, I tell you.

 

[WanderingFool]

Ever since i went into high school i feel all my inocents has been lost and i've turned into a depressed, angry, nerdy, anti-social, sick, evil basterd. I just hate every one. Every one should die in a whole even me. I have a hour bus trip home from school. This is when my feelings are at there strongest. Every one on bus is a dick. I have my reasons for hating every one but i think you guys could proberly guess them. So is it normal to have these feelings and are there other people out there like me? (Just to lighten up the mood a little i'm want to do a little survey. Could every one please put what country they come from at the end of their status? I don't any one bagging out peoples countries otherwise you will just make my hate grow). I'm from Australia.

Considering your situation, understandible. Highschool is a melting pot of assholes and up-tight bitches, and if you were not feeling this way, you would have to go to one of the best highschools in the fucking world. Mine wasnt that bad, but it sure wasnt a fucking picnic, either. USA.

 

[Mr Pantomime]

I believe this is caled angst. Dont worry, Its perfectly normal for someone your age. NZ

 

[Blue Musician]

Ever since i went into high school i feel all my inocents has been lost and i've turned into a depressed, angry, nerdy, anti-social, sick, evil basterd. I just hate every one. Every one should die in a whole even me. I have a hour bus trip home from school. This is when my feelings are at there strongest. Every one on bus is a dick. I have my reasons for hating every one but i think you guys could proberly guess them. So is it normal to have these feelings and are there other people out there like me? (Just to lighten up the mood a little i'm want to do a little survey. Could every one please put what country they come from at the end of their status? I don't any one bagging out peoples countries otherwise you will just make my hate grow). I'm from Australia.

Yeah it's normal, just don't think about the thoughts too seriously, always give a step back on the last point. You get the idea. And yes I as well hate everyone, but that's since secondary school. And I have a lot of reasons why to.

Anyways, I'm Australi-mexican, currently living in Mexico and plan to move to Australia because of the civil war.