Is it normal to want every human being alive dead? Even myself?

[Mr Montmorency]

At least the people there will be there to learn and not just because they have to be.

Oh no, I'm just about there and I feel like I still have no choice.

Sorry to burst your bubble.

 

[Weslebear]

The world is full of shit, you have woken up from the childhood glaze on life that makes everything just sugary and great.

No matter what there will be something out there to make you hate humanity just that little bit more everyday, you learn to live with it.

Damn do I hate pretty much everything.

 

[Electric Gel]

Pretty indulgent attitude, but I suppose you are a teenager. Cheer up and embrace the crazies on the bus. English!

 

[Continuity]

Ever since i went into high school i feel all my inocents has been lost and i've turned into a depressed, angry, nerdy, anti-social, sick, evil basterd.

Welcome to your teenage years... don't worry, you grow out of it.

 

[Crazy_Dude]

Holland

During my 3th-4th year on my high school I was angry all day and surrounded by douchebags.

Now I am in college and everything seems a lot better. Seriously high school sucks once you get into college everything gets better.

 

[BlastedTheWorm]

Welcome to Adolescence!

 

[TheDarkestDerp]

Bit over-dramatic, but somewhat normal for the age group. It's around this time that people begin to find their role in societal interaction and acclimate themselves to peer groups. As it's been said all over the answers "welcome to life". Don't feel too isolated though, you're far from alone in your angsty notions. Most people around HS age are so busy being wrapped up in their own difficulty they're too busy to notice half the people they know feel the same way about everyone else as well. Take a deep breath and carry on, duder.

U.S. here.

 

[Cogwheel]

Depends on who you are, really.

I'm told it's normal for anyone in high school, as well as JRPG villains. Just figure out which you are.

Hope you feel better before too long, anyway.

 

[LightningBanks]

Snip

Im exactly the same, but I would just want a re education thingy. Get rid of all the assholes, and let the good people flourish.

Its like apathy, and I think its normal depending on the level of thought your at. As long as you dont start killing, or think that deep about it, you should be ok.

It should be better when were older, most people shape up when it comes to adulthood.

Im from England

 

[Vryyk]

Basically, "lol, high school" sums it up. US.

 

[ClaptonKnophlerHendrix]

Aus, currently in high school, never had any sort of similar feelings. Honestly dude as much as it seems clichéd to say it, you should probably look at some sort of help if this continues for any serious length of time.

 

[Kevlar Eater]

I, too, have harbored those thoughts and feelings, and no, you aren't alone in that aspect. But try not to have those kinds of feelings for too long or you'd turn out like me [http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/MaddenIntoMisanthropy]. This is basically standard in any civilized society.

America

 

[Baron_BJ]

Aussie here, got out of highschool, trust me when I say this; Highschool is the worst time of your life, the only people who claim it was their best were the pricks who were fucking everybody and are now lonely drunks in bars.

I personally went paranoid when I was in Highschool and dropped out for 2 years (you know the story, people attack and trick you from all sides, eventually you attack everyone out of fear, everyone's out to get you, etc) before one day things became clear and I went back (I took a TAFE coarse so I didn't need to return to school and I was well beyond others of my class, thank god for my IQ of 147) to school on occasion, I made some new friends, met up again with old ones and found the few who drove me mad, beat them horribly and threw them down a flight of stairs (I'm 6'6 and 300 pounds, so self defense from physical problems was thankfully not an issue of mine). I feel that I salvaged things somewhat and it helped me realise something important;

95% of people are useless vermin who need to be put down.
5% of people are good and trying to help you, there aren't enough of them.

EDIT:

Well at least i'm in year 10.

What a disturbing coincidence, that's when I finally snapped.

Uni is a different ball game altogether. Best time of my life, I tell you.

There's a reason for that; in Highschool people are forced to go and are forced to consort with the bottom of the barrel, most people in University are the more intellectual people who are attempting to make something of themselves instead of dealing with some IQ 75 ************ who thinks farting on your lunch is hilarious.

 

[natster43]

I don't have these thoughts or problems from being in high school. I did more in middle school(Grades5-8), but that was because of bullying. I suggest seeing a counselor about this if these feelings get any stronger. I'm in 12th grade and from the US.

 

[mrF00bar]

Wanting everyone to die probably isn't normal. AUS.

It is from a slightly skewed point of view, we Humans have become a plauge upon this planet. I would rather see us all die out than see the planet and everything else suffer beacuse of our own greed/ignorance/stupidity. - England.

 

[CrystalShadow]

Yeah, I've felt that way, but not all the time.

It's something to do with being depressed and irritated and having to deal with crowds at the same time. For me, anyway.

I've certainly had moments where I literally wanted to kill every last asshole walking past me with my bare hands...

But if it's all the time, that's not really a good thing to be facing.

I'm in the UK (but I've experienced this in the Netherlands and Australia too. I move a lot. - It doesn't seem too affected by where I am, so much as what my mood is like.)

 

[Cogwheel]

It is strange, and admirable, to me that someone who (I will take as the truth) says they do not have much longer to live would be so sympathetic and patient when viewing someone who is squandering their own time and wishing all that you will miss were destroyed. That someone of such little, apparent, intelligence and thoughtfulness should believe them-self capable and WORTHY of making such a decision (let alone to revel in the angst of it all) earns only your well wishes should not only dispel the OP's views but should incite self reflection in us all.

Perhaps you're just doing this chap an insincere favour of trying to help him through his issue subtly (hence I would have ruined it).

Either way you're probably far wiser than I.

I didn't think anyone actually remembered that. Or that I was a name anyone might recognise here.

Granted, I do have dead-kid-walking issues, but still. Problems shouldn't be compared, should they? If it's a big deal for you, then it matters, otherwise you're on a slippery slope towards "you're not starving in a third-world country somewhere, and therefore have no right to complain".

That and I was none too helpful. I mean, I contributed nothing except a joke I probably shouldn't have made. Anyway, anything that makes someone think like this is probably fairly serious, no?


To the OP: While it may not count for a lot (you don't know me, and I'm by no means a qualified therapist), if you need to vent to someone, PM me and I'll send my IM address your way. Sorry, pretty much all I can do to help.



Edit: Oh. I, uh... kinda forgot to answer the question of the thread. Sorry. I can't say what's normal, given my bundle of mental issues, but I can safely say I've never felt like that. Mind you, I'm a pacifist with a better-me-than-them attitude with regards to anything bad happening, so I'm weird in my own way.

Also, I'm in Japan. Homeschooled, though, so school doesn't really enter into it.