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I wish I could tell you for sure, but strange things have been happening to me recently when it comes to memories, recollection, and sort of...re-living things again for a short amount of time.
Like, a sound or musical piece triggers a memory...and that memory resurfaces, and it's not me thinking about the memory - for a good 6-7 seconds, I'm there. I feel it, I remember it, I see it, I hear it.
It's scary, but...I can't even comprehend what the hell it is, and sometimes I just think "Oh I'm really fucking tired and I'm buggin' out."
But really though. However we perceive time is however time is. It is most definitely not linear...Honestly, humanity spends much time studying the past. And studying the future. And wondering about currently impractical concepts. It makes me think that perhaps time, and our sensations, feelings, emotions too, are not simple and linear.
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Next time you look at the sky, think about how the stars you see flickering might not even be there. We're sensing it by sight, right? To see it, it has to be lit, right? The speed of light is (blah), right? Many stars are several light years away, right? That means I'm not seeing it. I'm seeing it how it was before. Kinda like lag in an online game. Except lagging out thousands, hundreds of thousands, perhaps, of years.
It's quite astonishing if you think about it. There might be amazing things happening right now that we will never conceive - even if they were close enough to see over time...but they will be projected into our space as time goes on. Perhaps our Alpha Centauri will supernova and in a million of our mere, abstracted "years," there will be some form of life on this planet that sees/senses it. As opposed to us seeing it right now.
If it seems convoluted, I'm trying to say that time and space are connected somehow. I don't know how, but it is. And if we find a way to bend that space, or bend that time, that's the only way we'll be able to really find out, you know? Maybe some of us already know that time is NOT linear...And they left, and won't be coming back for a while? Maybe there are infinite dimensions where every possibility has happened? Maybe the "big bang" happens every once in a while, eh? Like a universal cycle? Maybe hundreds, thousands, billions of our "years," but to the universe itself, perhaps a split-second?
And perhaps each time it does, a new possibility happens. There's no milky way galaxy this time. Earth is the 4th planet from the sun this time. We won't have zebras this time. Valiance will typo the next sentence this time. And it's constantly happening, everchanging, and we can't perceive or comprehend it, but some things will inevitably line up, and when we imagine memories...and think about the past...
We're really there, living it in another universe, another dimension for a while?
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