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well.... good joke I guess, and thanks for your help, I made that post in one of my lows, I am as far as I can see out of it, but now I'm in a very strange existential, enlightened and apathetic mood which Isn't healthy, turns out my family doesn't like to be psycoanalysed down to their base instincts.
So, how is everyone else?
So, how is everyone else?
Im good, thanks for asking...
now, a couple of things:
1) did you really psycoanalyse your family? because as much as I personally love being psycoanalisyed by people (got a close friend who loves doing that from time to time), most people dont really want to be faced with the presentation of their inner self... [sub]especially if its before dinner[/sub]
2) existential, enlightened and apathetic mood? care to expand more about it? since its pretty vague and sounds like a pretty interesting state to be in...
3) from the bottom of my heart, you are welcome... I really hope these states wont occur anymore, but everyone has their highs and lows, and I guess people have it differently...
so lets hope that the lows will be moderated to as high as they can, eh?
now, a couple of things:
1) did you really psycoanalyse your family? because as much as I personally love being psycoanalisyed by people (got a close friend who loves doing that from time to time), most people dont really want to be faced with the presentation of their inner self... [sub]especially if its before dinner[/sub]
2) existential, enlightened and apathetic mood? care to expand more about it? since its pretty vague and sounds like a pretty interesting state to be in...
3) from the bottom of my heart, you are welcome... I really hope these states wont occur anymore, but everyone has their highs and lows, and I guess people have it differently...
so lets hope that the lows will be moderated to as high as they can, eh?
steeple, portal 2 is great especially the ending we-[phases out] don't worry steeple your the only one who can see this text and I agree with your PMs of how terrible darkspectar is[phases back in] lasers, bananas and cucumbers, I never guest that's how you would defeat the final boss of the space ninjas.
yeah those space ninjas are treaky alright! but if you want to go to the secret sumo boss all you need to do it [phase out]thats what Ive been telling you, and thats why I kept saying we needed to continue with project brooklyn untill we get that photon bomb [phase in] all while still whistling the northern beaver hunters association's anthem and spreading two loafs of duck over a soy bean...
those are some interesting numbers. let me show you mine: 16437921047568 [phases out]you fool! we need it to be made from opposums, not squirrels! what are we, amatures?!
well I guess we will have to buy the new blueprints in the blue market[phases in] 96343572805390573... what do you think?
well I guess we will have to buy the new blueprints in the blue market[phases in] 96343572805390573... what do you think?
1) yeah, apparently they hate having me tell them the exact reasons for each of their actions play for play. I also heavily psycoanalyse myself, and then end up analysing my analysis and my mind falls down a deep never-ending hole, eventually I manage to cling onto something and climb back to normal thoughts... but as my psychiatrist has said over and over... I am to smart for my own good (not in an acidemic way just in general things and philosophy) and that in a way ignorance really is bliss.steeple said:
2) yes... it is weird, I keep getting that " what's the point," thought popping into my head which is usually followed by the "why does there need to be a point," thought, then I go round in painful downward spiral, I won't go into it too much because my mind thinks of things very fast whilst continuously analysing itself so the amount of thoughts I have floating around would take a long time to get down in this post. But basicaly it usually ends with me lying on the floor in a state of shock. The apathy thing is a real concern though, I have lost the drive to do almost anything, I usually just wonder around, think these things then eat and sleep. As for the enlightenment.... more of a mental freedom, once I got to the "Why does it need a point," stage I spent a while wrestling with myself and felt free.... It's hard to describe but It feels good I guess, like no matter what I do, it wouldn't have mattered anyway so doing "pointless things" is no longer something I feel bad about doing.
There's a whole other lot of shit that I can't even begin to get into, but I think the self-psycoanalysis thing is probably my biggest concern, I'll give you an example.
The apathy has removed my drive to do most things, but some things have made it through, such as what I'm doing now, If I'll be honest if I look at what I'm doing I'm actually posting this because it makes me sound interesting and might stoke a sympathetic response from you which would selfishly make me feel better, and I'm posting this analysis because of the whole "if you understand it you're above it" thing and I'm posting that for the same reason, because it makes me sound smart, and the same reason for this and this and.... well.... you get the idea, I get trapped in loops like that.
(oh, and nice to hear you got a tatooe)
@Darkspectar: you always get all the fun...
@The Clown: 1) I dont really believe in self analysis, since its near impossible to objectively look at your behavior without making some mistakes. but I never was good at analysing people, maybe because I always think one step too much and miss the whole point, probably because I just hate labeling people too fast and end up missing obvious signs...
and I cant really relate to the endless cycles of thought, since my ability to concentrate on a single thing or thought without running into 15 different ones, which one of them will lead me to an entirely different line of thought and so on until half an hour later I remember that I was thinking of something else entirely (example: durring the time it took me to right this, my mind wandered to 3 different things, which only one I still remember...)
2) I personally love the "why does there need to be a point" thought, since I channel that into "there's no point, and no need to be a point, but since I still want a point, then that means I have a point, doesnt it?" (note that I have absolutly no idea what I just wrote, but it doesnt change the meaning of it).
basicly, this is the thought that the fact that I want to do something is the point itself of an action, meaning that If I want to do something, there's no reason not doing it...
the trick is not falling in the imediate route and thinking that living a "here and now" life style is enough, since personally I want to feel rewarded by my life, and living without a clear purpose is empty... (*note: I just realized that I was babbling...)
anywho, just have a clear end-goal in your life, and make sure you are satisfied with following it... when I think about it, not the best suggestion (since just saying "make your own damn reason and dream" is pretty vague, but thats the best I can think of without going into personal preferances)
and thanks mate
@The Clown: 1) I dont really believe in self analysis, since its near impossible to objectively look at your behavior without making some mistakes. but I never was good at analysing people, maybe because I always think one step too much and miss the whole point, probably because I just hate labeling people too fast and end up missing obvious signs...
and I cant really relate to the endless cycles of thought, since my ability to concentrate on a single thing or thought without running into 15 different ones, which one of them will lead me to an entirely different line of thought and so on until half an hour later I remember that I was thinking of something else entirely (example: durring the time it took me to right this, my mind wandered to 3 different things, which only one I still remember...)
2) I personally love the "why does there need to be a point" thought, since I channel that into "there's no point, and no need to be a point, but since I still want a point, then that means I have a point, doesnt it?" (note that I have absolutly no idea what I just wrote, but it doesnt change the meaning of it).
basicly, this is the thought that the fact that I want to do something is the point itself of an action, meaning that If I want to do something, there's no reason not doing it...
the trick is not falling in the imediate route and thinking that living a "here and now" life style is enough, since personally I want to feel rewarded by my life, and living without a clear purpose is empty... (*note: I just realized that I was babbling...)
anywho, just have a clear end-goal in your life, and make sure you are satisfied with following it... when I think about it, not the best suggestion (since just saying "make your own damn reason and dream" is pretty vague, but thats the best I can think of without going into personal preferances)
and thanks mate