i've been going through a bit of a rough patch lately. i cried two nights ago because i miss my family, a lot. i've been living ~350 miles away from them, in another state, and the job i have now could let me move back home, but if i did that, my boyfriend wouldn't move with me. which made me realize that i couldn't live without him if that happened. and, to top it all off, i've been exhibiting early warning signs of MS, which runs in my family and i can't afford to treat. i want so much out of my life, and it seems like every step forward burns another bridge, only i didn't quite realize i had the torch in my hand. i'm 20 years old and i've hit rock bottom.
and...there i go again. >.<