Oh man, aren't you lucky i saw this thread. i'll warn you, i am about to write paragraphs and paragraphs about this stuff so bare with me.
i don said:
The universe has been bugging me lately. Thoughts about how the world started and why it started have leaked into my mind.
In the beggining the 'Big Bang' caused all matter in existence to be scattered into nothingness, creating the universe. Some of the space dust created then formed a nebula (a cloud of space dust usually many light years in diameter).
This nebula, over millions of years, clumped together to form a protostar (a small star with huge rings of sun dust orbiting around it).
The rings of dust orbiting the star eventually started to clump together and create planetoid's (smaller, not so smooth, planets). At this time there were over 1000 different planetoids orbiting our star.
Over the next 100 millions of years, the planets orbiting the sun crashed together and started to form bigger more round planets, which later formed the planets orbiting our sun today.
Our planet started off as a semi molten ball of iron, rock and water vapour. Somewhere along our history a mars sized planet crashed into our planet throwing off millions of tonnes of molten rock which, over millions of years, formed our moon.
As the planet cooled the watervapour in the air, and deep within the rock condensed to form shallow seas all across the globe.
That's how it started, why it started... I generally think of it as; everything is goverend by chaos as everything is born out of destruction, Therefore the reason why the universe was created is simply down to a chaotic series of events where the only possible outcome was what happened. This of the universe as a snooker table. When you hit the white ball with the cue it travels away from the cue, and depending on how you hit the ball there can only be one possible outcome.
i don said:
Then thoughts of death have leaked in too. During these days I have understood that we are born to die, so what's the point of living
ah, a question i have pondered over many a day.
Yes i agree that our death is an inevitable end, and we shouldn't try to change the course of life, however it is not our purpose to die. While as a single human life may not be long enough to discover all the secrets of the universe, it is our job as life to play our part in the collonisation of the universe.
Life is defined as something that can make descisions, even trees make the descision to grow towards the sun. I personally believe that the next stage in life is to question those descisions. Questions are what seperates life from intelligent life. The next stage in life is using our knowledge to answer those questions and the questions that those answers create.
It is our job as an advanced species to understand the world around us and to cultivate and protect the life around us. as we have more technology and understanding that other animals, it is the least we can do for them to share our know how with them.
i don said:
(I am not suicidal because I am afraid of the unknown)?
Xenophobia. We humans are generally xenophobic, it's a natural protection method that stops us venturing into dark tiger ridden forests at night, however it is not as useful in modern society. Everyone gets xenophobic, it's natural, and it's also usually what provokes our curiosity.
Death to me is 'perfection'. Now while that may sound kinda crazy, hear me out.
Perfection is not the state where nothing can be added, it is where nothing can be taken away. The reason why we fear death so much is becasue we would be losing the most valuabe thing to us, life, but when we are dead, we can have nothing taken away from us so we are at a state of absolute peace.
Death is not something to be afraid of, it's not something we should aim for, but instead of being a symbol of fear, it should be something that keeps us strong and willing to make the most of our lives and to fight for them.
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