"Your own worst enemy". Ain't it a *****. Ever had one of those times when your own mind seems hell bent against you?
Captcha: Jack be nimble. And now I'm thinking of the most horrific way to modernise spring heeled jack.
Great.
See, as you may know from the sliding scale of coherency in my posts and my self admittent bitching on the issue, I am on summer holiday, three weeks in, and I'm getting rather bored. Now I have come to a particular problem of me being bored; My imagination goes into overdrive, and not in a good way. I can think up something horrible for every dark corner, I can take any horror premise and bring it to vivid life in my mind, all before I can stop myself. I've had to make efforts to remove any "ammo" when I feel like sleeping.
I usually watch a DVD when I go to bed. Bad habit, I know, but quite simply, I have trouble getting to sleep any other way. Being a horror fan, most of my DVDs are just that, horror, or at the very least, macabre. It's gotten harder and harder to find stuff that won't set me off. Some nights, I've spent an hour just trying to think of what to watch. I felt like watching fringe tonight, but I could only find one disc of my season one boxset that won't trigger a massive load of excuses to stay up reading tvtropes (which, ironically, is also fuel for my rebel brain; I've spent many a night torturing myself by going through the nightmare fuel/high octane nightmare fuel sections and searching things up on youtube). I really felt like watching the episode with the were-hedgehog thing, but it was on the same disc as the one where people's orifices seal themselves up; A definite stopper of sleep.
I usually watch a DVD when I go to bed. Bad habit, I know, but quite simply, I have trouble getting to sleep any other way. Being a horror fan, most of my DVDs are just that, horror, or at the very least, macabre. It's gotten harder and harder to find stuff that won't set me off. Some nights, I've spent an hour just trying to think of what to watch. I felt like watching fringe tonight, but I could only find one disc of my season one boxset that won't trigger a massive load of excuses to stay up reading tvtropes (which, ironically, is also fuel for my rebel brain; I've spent many a night torturing myself by going through the nightmare fuel/high octane nightmare fuel sections and searching things up on youtube). I really felt like watching the episode with the were-hedgehog thing, but it was on the same disc as the one where people's orifices seal themselves up; A definite stopper of sleep.
Captcha: Jack be nimble. And now I'm thinking of the most horrific way to modernise spring heeled jack.
Great.
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