For me it would have to be complete and total psychosis without realising that you are divorced from reality. You could think that you're having a quiet Friday night at home with a good book when you're actually shooting up a wedding or something equally disturbing.
Yeah, if I start developing dementia or something when I'm older, I'm going to either make sure Canada doesn't have any legislation against assisted suicide, move to some country that doesn't or just do it myself because the thought of not knowing what I'm doing is too terrifying for me to handle.
Edit: Eternal torture of any form would have been my top pick, but I think that after a couple decades (or possibly centuries) the monotony would set in and I'd just be constantly bored. Eternity is a long time after all. You never know though, I could be in excruciating pain forever I suppose...
Yeah, if I start developing dementia or something when I'm older, I'm going to either make sure Canada doesn't have any legislation against assisted suicide, move to some country that doesn't or just do it myself because the thought of not knowing what I'm doing is too terrifying for me to handle.
Edit: Eternal torture of any form would have been my top pick, but I think that after a couple decades (or possibly centuries) the monotony would set in and I'd just be constantly bored. Eternity is a long time after all. You never know though, I could be in excruciating pain forever I suppose...