Weep for the I have robbed the world of greatness. My life from here on forward can only be a dismal gray shadow of it's former self. When the cops find me, they will arrest me, the knowledge that no prison wall can offer greater punishment then the knowledge of my own actions. Living in a country with out the death penalty will be a greater punishment, because I will not know the sweet release of death for many years. Though I will beg my jailers daily for the release brought by the firing squad or the guillotine, but they will not listen. Though I will contemplate it a great many times, I will not take my own life, for deep down I will know that I do not deserve deaths sweet release. Then one day after I have been released, if a mob of rabid punk rockers do not tear me limb from limb for slaying there icon, I will grow old, gray and senile. In time all other memories will fade to gray, till all I have is the knowledge of what I have done is all I have left. And then one day under the cover of night, I will slip this mortal coil, and only then will I know absolution and peace.