As a Black Guy who was accepted into the academy but pulled out, I can answer some of that.All this chaos was starting to make me wonder how black people could ever want to be a police officer. Here’s what an ex cop had to say-
“There’s money in black people’s emotions.”
Gotta wonder what’s happening in a country when rationality is seemingly being suppressed by the powers that be. Less and less a place that any kid should have to grow up in. They’ll probably never experience what being truly free feels like.
You think about your community. You know the people there. You know the struggles. You know the heart ache. You know that a lash isn't needed when just some support will do just fine. You're not going into it to bust some heads. But you feel like you might never be a politician, so you can protect your community in other ways.
And that brings us to Fallacy number one. I was told by an officer when I took the NYPD test (he just so happened to see a group of people going to my own middle school and asked what was happening, and we told him we were testing to be join the police force. He just happened to be a sergeant. He asked where we hoped to be stationed. I said the Bronx because that I was born. He told me never to bring that up if I do get accepted, because they don't want officers in places where they had ties.
From the beginning, every Police Officer (at least in the NYPD) is an invading force. Someone who doesn't know the vibe, the general mores, and who doesn't feel kinship.
The more I questioned others after I took the test, the more that unraveled. And then, the last straw was when two police officers killed the father of my martial art teacher, and lied about the actual circumstances... and then when it was found out that they lied? Nothing happened.
Some people think they can change the world, some people think they can change the situation from the inside to protect others, Some people just need a job, Some people think how their race treated doesn't apply to them.
So to sum up... the same reasons why any one else joins the police force. I just couldn't look the other way any more.