Of course I'm a cynic, I'm English, it's in our nature. That's not to say I feel the need to be the contrarian; decrying anything and everything popular within the contemporary mainstream; platitudinously bleating in tune about sell-outs, accessibility and under appreciated gems along with the rest of the herd of black sheep. I simply have an opinion and I express it bluntly, I'm largely pessimistic and I think ambitious attempts to radicalise, revolutionise and really significantly change things for the better in any area or field are generally doomed to fail. That said, the futility of it all isn't necessarily something that get's me down, despite my often negative outlook, over all I have a rather 'Que sera, sera' type of attitude. Shit happens, whatever will be, will be and by and large there is very little I can do to change that, all I can do is trundle along and try to make the best of what I've got, play the hand I've been dealt; even if more often than not I'll lose all my chips, get thrown ass first out of the casino and have to sell my body out on the streets just long enough so I can get back on my feet. Okay, that analogies gone way off the tracks. That shit is basically flying off the tracks. It's like it wants nothing to do with those tracks. The tracks filed for divorce from that shit and is now seeking custody of the track's and the shit's two kids. But I think it served more or less well enough to illustrate my general disposition on this matter.