No. I have only my family to live for, I'm unattractive, overweight, insecure, socially awkward, lazy, unemployed, friendless, alone. I realise that the best period of my life is about to end, I realise I will have to get a job soon while at this time I can't even bring myself to follow half a school course properly. I'm addicted to my pc (Escapism) and any sort of stress disembalances my brain so that I get paranoid thoughts which if I get unlucky is pretty likely to evolve into full blown schizophrenia. I'm not happy now and I've never been.
That did feel good to get off my chest though.